i wanna be lucky

waiting for the world to change =)

Across the water across the deep blue oceanUnder the open sky oh my, baby I’m tryingYeah I hear you in my dreamsI hear your whisper across the seaI keep you with me in my heartYou make it easier when life gets hard
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friendLucky to have been where I have beenLucky to be coming home againOooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh
They don’t know how long it takesWaiting for a love like thisEvery time we say goodbyeI wish we had one more kissI wait for you I promise you, I will
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friendLucky to have been where I have beenLucky to be coming home againI’m lucky we’re in love every wayLucky to have stayed where we have stayedLucky to be coming home someday
And so I’m sailing through the seaTo an island where we’ll meetYou’ll hear the music, fell the airI put a flower in your hairAnd though the breeze is through trees ???Move so pretty you’re all I seeLet the world keep spinning roundYou hold me right here right now
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friendLucky to have been where I have beenLucky to be coming home againI’m lucky we’re in love every wayLucky to have stayed where we have stayedLucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh oohOoooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

I HATE LAB!

I HATE LAB!
I HATE WEARING LONG PANTS!
I HATE WEARING COVERED SHOES!
I HATE THE NON-AIR-CONDITIONED LABORATORIES!
AND MOST OF ALL I HATE WRITING LAB REPORTS!

girls weekend

9th august 2008

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO LEE JO ANN!

u were so cute back in primary school
dont you remember how often we go to the library together last time?
and played with suting and jo-ey?
and all the birthday parties when we were lil kids??
=.='
then high school came and we all drifted apart
but hey im glad to have you back around me once again!
thanks to college!
load of love <3
muax!

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liying came back!
it was so good to see her again!
tho we only met up for a while
but it was really great to see her again!
I MISS HER!
n karmun's back in town too!
everyone's back
im a happy girl!
n oh happy meeting the long one, the short one and the fat one
n not forgetting hendry and patrick who ran off faster than me when we all thought that we saw 'something else'. =)





n i had a very nice time sitting around just talking to tingen, mable and syn dee at crepe cottage
ahhh girls time rocks too eh
n javen please stop losing weight and looking so tired and fatigue!
i miss the old you!
and then had lil chat with yuhting, karmun and liying....
sorry to grace for not meeting up with you guys =(

glad that everyone's back in town
but everything's change in a good and bad way
nothing lasts forever
*sighs*

another basket of love

nah nah nah....there a special basket of love,hug n kisses specially for you too!

JUST FOR NG KARMUN
WHO IS HAVING THE TIME OF HER LIFE AT KAY-ELLE!

of laughters and dried up tears
of private jokes and constant teasings
of sweet memories and broken friendships




I NEED MY SUPPORT SYSTEM TO BE WITH RIGHT HERE BY MY SIDE NOW

basket full of hugs n kisses

and im so glad that you are happy though your so far away
missing you badly now

now's the time i feel like having pillow talks and stayovers with you

*with the winnie the pooh pajamas n boxers*

*smiles*

all i wanna do now is to run away from my life
just disappear even if its just for a lil while
i just need some time
i just wanna have my own lil sweet escape
to a private island with secluded beach
to feel my toes in the sand
feel the sun on my skin
and wind in my hair
watching the sunset
laying on my back counting stars
sleep under a blanket of stars
and wish upon a shooting star!

now im going off to my lala-land
to have my own lil sweet escape tonight

to all the angels and fairies:
please help me send two baskets full of love,hugs and kisses
to the two most amazing people in my life
one for my babe; ting
who is all the way is aussie
the other to dearest liying
who is in kl
thank you to all the angels and fairies

~i miss you both badly~
i need some happy pills
anybody have some to spare me?

been feeling the blues

Had a rough weekend
i dont even know why
have been feeling the blues
not even gym and ice cream can cheer me up
im blaming it all on the hormones

no prom dress
no prom date
all i have is a bloody prom ticket
so mem-pukis-kan

my car kissed a pillar
now its dented =(
and then i was so no mood till i skipped d jazz fest at g-spot
ahh oh wells guess i have to wait till next month to catch it again

thanks to those who have been patient and kind to be there with me
and YOU have disappointed me.

on a lighter note,
i havent been clubbing for about 3 weeks now
so proud of that
alcohol-free for 3 weeks
BUT I MISS BAILEYS!
instead i have been going to church every week
and be home by 1.00am or so?
im turning to a cinderella-ella-eh-eh =)

31st of july

'ICE-CREAM ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE'
~sweeter than the ice-cream itself~

____________________________________


went for lunch at young hearts with tingen,
forgot to tell tzouen and he was 'waiting' and 'starving' himself at the library
so much for making me guilty eh?
oh wells
then went back to college to meet may and andy
then we went to BASKIN!
its our lil ice-cream club tradition!

the place to be at on every 31st!

brownie maui on top and cappucino something at the bottom
simply perfect for tea time!

then OMG may gotten her 1st parking ticket!
damn sui
all because fei cui and her met their high school enemies
lols
then we rushed back to college for physics
may called andy and informed him that she was involved in an accident
damn unlucky wei
after class,
i went back to the shop to have dinner with mum
then christ came over to fetch me to gurney to meet andy
*thanks christ!*
~CHRIST TAN HOOI KOON! STOP HIDING THINGS FROM ME!~
met up with yuhting and karyn at gurney
WENT SHOPPING! whee
then me and andy went to fetch florence
after that
off we to pizza r us
they came us free salmon stuff *yummyliscious*

eventful day?
lols...
loads of stories to share

and oh lols i was 'kidnap' by andy, florence and may near my house there! for about nearly 30 minutes! gosh...
then d GREAT DEBATE started
so much for doing esl eh?
the debate made me cant sleep whole night kays?
hey we should all get started on the book!

multiple events

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MR KOAY CHUNG KHYE
i still do love you!
it was really nice to catch up with you and alyn again like old times
yes yes very true indeed, i haven't change a single bit...
im still maddy,
im still madeline ,
im still me =)



~i miss you both~


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TRACY!!!!!!!


my college mate,
my friend,
my crapping partner,
my late kaki
my 'lets-skipping-class-together-girl'
my shopping partner,
my fashion clone....
its really good and fun to have her
we have the same fashion taste!

from the first shopping trip together when we stretched out our hands to reach out for the same shorts at topshop, to the same mng top (my fav), PROM DRESS and BRA! omg!
lols
after today...
thanks for everything tracy
i'll lookout for a new dress
n i'll still love you!
*hearts*




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on a lighter note,
I WON 2 free eye shadows, a lipgloss, rm100 makeover voucher and a goody bag from CLINIQUE! worth about rm400+ whee!
im a very happy girl!
=)

~thanks to clinique and alex~

a VERY HAPPY SWEET 18th to MY FAVE babes

this is a birthday shoutout to one of my FAVOURITE person in my life
oh yes she has been there with me for a very long time
one of my oldest pals
my best friend since standard 1
oh wells its really amazing to see how long our friendship last
i love u loads babes


sorry for the late wishes
msian time: was busy praying for you in church=)
australian time: u noe i only follow my OWN clock aite? n seriously my clock is kinda slow



SO TO MISS MARY CHEAH SU TING
a.k.a darling moo moo princess; gina; TING



HAPPY SWEET 18th BIRTHDAY BABES...



thanks for all the memories
thanks for all the times we've spent together
thanks for all the laughters
thanks for all the smiles
thanks for all the hugs
thanks for the all hospitals visits
thanks for all the lil adventures
thanks for all the shopping trips
thanks for all the coffee session
thanks for all the parties
thanks for all the random stuff
'thanks' for all the burps and farts =p
thanks for all the late night suppers
thanks for all the times you've 'taken care' of me when we clubbed=.=
thanks for all the late night phone calls and pillow talks
thanks for all the car rides
thanks for all the times you've made me late for my violin classes
thanks for all the times you've drag me to exercise
thanks for all the times you made me a lamppost
thanks for all the flowers


























i can go on and on
but all i wanna say is



THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND







i love you loads
and i just wanna wish you a very happy sweet 18th birthday ( tho without me by your side)
may you have a very very blessed future ahead of you and tonnes of luck in love,studies,carrier,relationships and most of all; LIFE!



p/s-more pics coming up but blogger is being a biatch now!

Beloved fancheongs turned 18!

HAPPY SWEET 18th TO not one,
but TWO biggest 'fancheongs' in the world!

COLIN GOH
&
MINDY LIM

with loads of love, hugs & kisses!
Hope you both will be as fancheong as always.

mindy.maddy.colin

mindy.colin.me

To Colin: Please improve your driving skills and i'll love you always.

To Mindy: Please improve your sense of direction and stop starting your journeys from your house! i'll love you more then i love colin!

~ sweet memories of 2008 ~

guess what did i do this time?

it involves loads of:
smiles,
confidence,
camera,
makeup,
and a bunch of crazy friends to do it with me....

go on...
keep guessing people!
post all your guesses in my chatbox kays?
answer will be posted soon =)

MAY & JUNE happenings

i havent been updating about what happened in may and june
lost track of time
was so busy to even blog most of the time
but most of all,
i had gotten lazy =p
so yes i shall start updating about these past few months in this post
warning: a very long post about the past ahead, skip if you dont wanna know about the past


24 May 2008

andy's surprise party at steph's; diamond villa.

highlight: he had tears in his eyes when he read that huge handmade i made for him =)
walaueh 1st time a person was so touched by my gifts okays?
sayang you andy!

HAPPY SWEET 18th BIRTHDAY ANDY!

group pic at andy's surprise party

30th May 2008

tzouen's birthday part at bravo
have been planning this for few weeks d
preparing his pressie
then wasting alot of money on international calls because of the arrival of his 'greatest birthday present'.
then the party itself was a hit
the party at bravo, post-party at torch though everyone was dressed up so nicely in their formals =)
too bad ting & wenlin couldnt join us
lol though they were with us on the laptop
visit christ,mable and may's blog for details on the party n pics

To my hengtai john tan tzou en
happy 18th birthday
hope you like and appreciate all the pressies
always remember
no matter what happens
all your chee muis and hengtais will ALWAYS have your back
we love you always

us trying to connect to d webcam to see ting n wenlin

the birthday boy and my handmade pressie!

mad and christ


MORE UPDATES COMING UP
birthdays
hospital stays
ting's homecoming
pangkor BABEH
wenlin's homecoming

DOUBLE birthdays!

i was at gregory and colin's birthday beach party yesterday.
went there with mable =)
it was a nice party
but it was very very VERY dark though
couldnt see anyone
i was lk going aroung hugging and saying 'hi' to every dark figures that called my name
lols

first we were sitting down doing nothing
then we ate some beehoon n mee n VERY nice curry chicken (which shaun jin claimed that he cooked n i highly doubt that)
then we found some sticks and the boys got d barbeque pit ready so mable started bbq-ing chicken balls for me
~sorry mab, i suck at bbq-ing...i can only 'tu' and cucuk XD thanks for cooking~

then carmen, mable and i started emo-ing
was listening to love stories
crapping and talking
running around different cliques
fighting with greg, lst roger n chuckie
looking at those sweet couples cuddling and holding hands walking by the beach with sands on their toes
ahhh
then we got more people to join the emo gang
and i started playing 'better in time' by leona lewis all night long
till everyone went 'madeline, why so emo?'
then yong jian started to sing the song with me
that was damn funny
we nearly bring the rain over
hahaha

the we all packed up and went over to colin's to wait for the guys to bath and chill
then about 2am we all head over to upr
n yes for the first time i did NOT club though im at upr
=)
some incident happened with a bunch a bunch of indian buggers

then we went to raffe for a while then head over to dhoby ghaut
then after dhoby ghaut some incident happened with two samsengs on a bike
freaky-ness

then reached home at 5am
without a drop of alcohol =)

so yes happy belated birthday to gregory
and
happy pre-birthday to darling colin.

*pictures coming up soon*

I dont ever wanna see that again

i wanna put my arms around him and tell him that he's fine
i wanna assure him that everything's alright
i wanna make sure that he is safe now
i wanna make him whole again
there's so much that i wanted to do
but i cant
instead
i stood there
like a fool
doing nothing
while he suffered




oh yes it breaks my heart to see that scene all playing in my mind all over again
its an ugly scene which i wish to erase off my mind

*SMILES* no matter what happens just keep on smiling

From the bottom of my heart,

Better in time by Leona Lewis.


It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in,

thought I heard a knock

Who's there?

No one,

thinking that I deserved it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

You didn't notice,

you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is, I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too,
oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me?

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming,

don't wanna let,

hurt my feelings

But that's the path,

I believe in

And I know that,

time will heal it

You didn't notice,

you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is,
I'ma be okay
Thought I couldn't live without youI
t's gonna hurt when it heals too,
oh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is,

I'll be fine without you

Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too,
oh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to,

yes, I do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too,

yeah(It'll all get better in time)

And even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

=)

p/s-have been putting this song on repeat mode on my playlist since 10.15am