I will not be bullied.

I had the 'GREATEST' day in my life today.
disasters starts at approximately 2am when a fcuking ex-boyfriend-or-boyfriend-or-soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend of my babe nearly shoved his fist into my face TWICE while all i ever did was stand and sit; once in mois, another time outside mois.
how can a guy with REAL dick and balls ever raise his hand at a girl?
especially when i did not even cross path with him let alone step on his toe that night.

then Digi decided to be a bitch this morning,
every Digi user felt like throwing their handphones away.

while driving to college, it was raining cats and dogs and cows and sheeps,
a gigantic tree was struck down a few cars ahead of mine along the winding road,
was so bloody scared.

and then after tutorials ended,
my car battery decided to quit on me.

How 'awesome' can this day get?

i did not do anything wrong.
i didnt start any fire.
stop asking me to runaway.
stop pushing me away.
i shall stand because i did nothing wrong.
so stop harrasing me you freak of nature.
touch me and i swear on your mother's grave that i will fcuking kill you and i mean it.
and im disappointed in you.

life is a series of hellos&goodbyes

thursday 20.08.09

carmen left to new york.

friday 21.08.09

mable left to japan.

saturday 22.08.09

arthur went back to nebraska.

sunday 23.08.09

miss soo li ying went back to moscow.

i think i just ran out of tears
=(
can i marry a pilot that can fly me all over the globe to meet up with my dearest ones whenever i feel like it?
=(
time for an ice-cream!

madelliscious says:
thats why people always leave

Ansel says:
ehehe BUT they always come back

till we meet again,
hugs and kisses
especially to those MIA in our lil island.

coming soon...

let the past stays IN the past

Yesterday,
I revisited a 'not-so-pretty' side of my past.
THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO FORCED TO TAKE A WALK DOWN THAT DUSTY PART OF MEMORY LANE.
it wasn't necessarry.
hmph.
glad I did it anyhow?
And woots I am so proud of current myself.
<3

last sunday with carmen

Had a very sad and mundane Friday and Saturday,

Thought my weekend was spoilt thanks to violin and college,

Oh well, then things took an unexpected twist on the Sunday ;)

After violin-ing non-stop from 10.00am-6.30pm,

I had family dinner, then its time to chill with Christ,

Metrocafe was her choice.

Censored words of the night: YELLOW. 75. boyfriend.

Theme song of the night: Every emo song from the nineties.

[Seriously, everywhere I went they were busy playing emo songs, from metrocafe, to bed and winehouse. Jeez. Nothing happify at all. The closest thing to an upbeat song was ‘Beat It’ by Michael Jackson .]

Then dropped Christ and Alyn home,

Terence followed me to Bed to chill with Carmen,

After Bed, the three of us head over to Winehouse for drinking session.

Jin hui joined us.

3 buckets 4 people 1.5hours.

Ahhh.

I am never good at drinking.

Of hand sanitizers, TOILET ROLL, old flame and beer.

Stupid silly games and number 9 seemed to love me =.=’

Despite all that, it was pretty fun,

Babe I am gonna miss you much.

And it was good to see you again, ter ;)

midnight blues

This lack of sleep and the monthly red flow is making maddy a grumpy and unhappy kid :(

Lunch with the ex-cglians,
Stuffed my brains with law and constitutions for about 5 hours?
Violin,
Dinner and grocery shopping with the mummy.


chill out with the babe
Club with the babe and the boy-bestie
Meet up with the person leaving tomorrow
Supper with babeh

What ever the hell is wrong with me?
I’ve been too low-key and I actually liked it.
I need some sugar and spice ;)

And happy sweet 19th birthday miss ng karmun,
my silly bun who loves to MEOW me :)
I really wish i could be at the mtv world stage with you,
Thanks for the ticket, ride and free bed for me to bunk in
but fcuk my college and Saturdays classes.
As what my new college-mate said ‘missing a concert is a SIN’,
therefore so sorry God,
I just sinned :(





Some things never changed,
I have been doing loads of catching up and lil reunions with the old school mates,
And some things just never changed,
I know I can always depend on you to keep me rooted on the ground.


i need you to keep me sane.


till we meet again.




And to the other you,
thanks for tonight,
for making me feel like there was never a gap,
I guess that’s just the way how we will always work.
~Toodles~

its over and done.

summer.clubs.tequilas.beers.dates.flings.wednesdays with szewei. sand. goodbyes. sushi. g-spot. jazz. ex-cglians. baking cupcakes. cookout. netcity. one jug one tower 3 girls one hour. catching up with my two babes. russian babe. muruku. black fried chicken,spagetti,rojak and jelly. uncontrollable laughter. duo. digging of SUPER OLD stories that made me nearly died of embarrassment. karmun's silly gibberish sound that she makes when she is frustrated. laksa. old times. law. new college. misery. toned-down-me. hermit. old self. cookout. torch. beer and burger. new friends found. bearable college. pent up memories of last summer. changed things; changed views.

new me.
new you.

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh the more I write song to you
I'm fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

fell in love without you

Lyrics | Motion City Soundtrack lyrics - Fell In Love Without You lyrics