Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

hellos world

i'll never be the same if we ever meet again

and i've been getting the bimbo feeling quite alot these days.

btw, exams over ;)
now all i need is to wait for everyone to be home,
and then i will be back to my usual mode ;)))

side note,
reading this blog makes me smile as i reminisce about all the memories,
n guess what,
i realized that i have changed again
been out with myself and the world for the past 3 months.
now its time to pamper myself,
n work towards my goal ;)))
no surprises huh?
people change all the same,
life's never stagnant.

Monday, January 25, 2010

and they say the one who laughed loudest,cried the hardest too

stop torturing yourself.
can you even spell the word

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

im not alone

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Lyrics | Owl City lyrics - Vanilla Twilight lyrics

Friday, October 9, 2009

special toast to randomness

just simply because
we are random, fun-loving young girls
who would jump to ditch our books
at the very first chance that came by.



Wednesday, September 23, 2009

in the world of asses

hahahaha ASS
never ajak me out punya ass

cause itu ass is busy
ask her go upr. she at qe2
ask her supper at kapitan. she at birdshit

simply because we are both such asses to each other.


Monday, September 21, 2009

mel's 20th.

last friday,
it was QE2 for melvyn's belated birthday bash
admist all the rain and floods!

happy bitches vaining in the dark while waiting for electricity to be re-connected back after a short circuit at QE11.

fcuk arthur because 'he' was being an annoying arse whole night long.
*inside joke*

yays! someone's back again =)

happy birthday mel!

before birthday boy KO

how can he not KO after 3 bottles and 2 towers?

KO-ed birthday boy


even bad luck cant do justice

a few changes taking place right now,

currently i am car-less as i was involved in a 4-cars-chain-reaction-accident on Saturday afternoon,
a reckless driver behind me couldn't brake in time so he hit me, i hit the person in front and the person in front hit the person in front.
no photos because the poor me who was driving alone was too shocked to do anything.
all i did was to jump out of my car and stood there in the rain.
then went into the car and sat and stare at the damage.
then got out and stood in the rain when all the other drivers started to get out.
then then jump out again.
and then entered the car again to take an umbrella because it was raining cats and dogs.
I was really in a daze. dont know what to do. then only it occur to me to find my handphone to call mum.
guess i was really lucky to have escaped with just a bruise and some scratches.

then today my super-smart mum decided to rent our house away to this expatriate from Madrid eventhough the deal with the new house have NOT fall through yet.
and oh we gotta move out by next saturday.
ahhh. i have the world's most impulsive mum ever


current status: car-less + house-less
current mood: pissed at the whole world

Thursday, September 17, 2009

i like where we are,
when we drive, in your car
i like where we

well you are the one the one that lies close to me
whisper's hello i miss you quite terribly
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.

Wandering through starry skies
And when tomorrow's day arrives
I'll be a moment closer to the
Brightest Hour here with you

One step closer, getting brighter
One step closer, getting brighter.

Sunday, September 13, 2009


havent had such a hectic day ever since.....
oh wait, i cant even remember when!

its gonna be all about ME now,
nothing else matters,
thank you for giving me that wake up call,
for reminding me that i cannot trust nobody but me,
especially not you.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

loves mum

after violin today,
i rushed home to get dress and all.
put on my new dress, make-up and new handbag,
had been uber-excited for the past week,
because i've got a date tonight!
with THE mummy
she is bringing me to Rasa Sayang for the buffet dinner
*maddy hearts mummy*
queen of my heart!

met darren and gladys there.

im so bloated now.
thats the whole problem with buffet.
you cant help it but to stuff yourself
tummy's so huge now.
i rather be pregnant than fat kays!
fcuks, i know i sound so bimbotic now.
so after the buffet,
we went for a midnight walk instead of midnight run because we were too full.
n shits,
i still feel so frigging fat.

p/s- tummy and boobs please be smaller and back to normal size by tomorrow!

Friday, September 4, 2009

you make them good girls gone bad

Happenings last week,

Coffee Island
BBQ party

my babeh, the junior prom queen.

girls just wanna have fun

may may, i miss you.

we need to get a life.

the two babe-bitches who are capable to make me go bad
by kidnapping me,
throwing me a dress and make up kit,
then dragged me to club.

imma gonna miss your donkey laughter, miss bitch!
have fun in ur lil not-so-secret trip
and indian-land.

*hugs and kisses*

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

retail therapy

how can love ever beat the rush of adrenaline when a woman gets when she pampers herself with new things and the discovery of the word SALES during a shopping spree?

retail therapy works everytime.


Thursday, August 27, 2009

I will not be bullied.

I had the 'GREATEST' day in my life today.
disasters starts at approximately 2am when a fcuking ex-boyfriend-or-boyfriend-or-soon-to-be-ex-bo
yfriend of my babe nearly shoved his fist into my face TWICE while all i ever did was stand and sit; once in mois, another time outside mois.
how can a guy with REAL dick and balls ever raise his hand at a girl?
especially when i did not even cross path with him let alone step on his toe that night.

then Digi decided to be a bitch this morning,
every Digi user felt like throwing their handphones away.

while driving to college, it was raining cats and dogs and cows and sheeps,
a gigantic tree was struck down a few cars ahead of mine along the winding road,
was so bloody scared.

and then after tutorials ended,
my car battery decided to quit on me.

How 'awesome' can this day get?

i did not do anything wrong.
i didnt start any fire.
stop asking me to runaway.
stop pushing me away.
i shall stand because i did nothing wrong.
so stop harr
asing me you freak of nature.
touch me and i swear on your mother's grave that i will fcuking kill you and i mean it.
and im disappointed in you.