littlest things

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

full moon

i dont feel right or settled.
im not at ease.
IDK why.

love you lately

current obssession :)

so so so sorry for the lack of updates!

one step away from the big 2-0.

and so i turned 19.
had four different celebrations.
i had a rather quiet birthday this year comparatively to previous years.
but special thanks to miss cheah for organizing that surprise celebration by the beach.
and no thanks to mr tannie tan for attending all of the celebrations.











































happy birthday to me once again
=)

and the queen will be celebrating her final teenage year!

a year came and gone in a blink of an eye.
seriously. it felt as if it was yesterday when i celebrated my last birthday.
now im gonna be nineteen in a few hours time.
well i did loads of new things when i was 18.
since i was finally legal,

i entered college,
HELLO SAM, HELLO DISTED.

clubbed,

won a dance competition =.=' (i still cant believed that i actually won it because there was this
hot malay girl who was flashing her panties while she danced.)

made loads and loads of new friends,

broke my own heart,

partied,

surprisingly i managed to stayed out of every drama in college =)

shopped,

studied,

baked cheesecake and gingerbread man for the first time!

went to the library more often than i can ever remember.

went to 'midnight library' more often than i can remember too!

went for road trips,

laughed till i cried,

cried till i laughed,

became prom queen =D

gained myself a few new friends for life! =)

drove over the sea!

sat on a rollercoaster for the very first time! (omg my heart nearly jumped outta me)

became a waitress!

entered a cyber cafe for the first time! (netcity babeh! left4dead is GORY)

and then this year for once i shall be plan-less for my own birthday.

so yea it has been a hell of an amazing journey.
and i thank God for everything!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I LOVE ME!

xoxo

quickie!

so so so sorry for the lack of updates.
i have been busy doing god-knows-what.
but neways i've started working at blue reef!
so stop by to visit me and try the food there aite?


*updates coming up*
REAL SOON

joy rides

and miss angelin finally flew off to nebraska, united states of america.

ahhh. no more boobies-grabbing eh?
you will be missed.
have a safe journey!

*more pics when i finally can get hold of em*

BYE BYE BABILIN!

~*~

had violin again today.
then went off to atc kemayan with mr lee zi hong.

so should i do law?
should i take a levels and waste a year?
or should i just take the risk and enrol myself over at ptpl?

kemayan's fine but it doesnt have the 'college feel' to it.
its gonna be a drastic change from disted to kemayan.

shits im in a big dilemma now =(

after the visit to atc kemayan i had violin again,
then chilled with mr lee again for awhile before ting came over to get me
meet tzouen and to go over to kittyeng's before heading
to the airport to bid our final farewell to miss angelin teh.
haha, i didnt cry this time around =D

after the farewell, the four of us went over to bayan bay to have dinner.
sucky food though.
then we went off to ting's for a while.
it feels so weird to be wearing seatbelt on the rear sit.
=.='

ocha galore

i love my mum!
as soon as i reached home today, mum went 'like this i sayang you la, come home so early.' and the clock shows 12.45am. ahh. i love you mummy!

~*~

so today i woke up as blur as ever. fetch ting from coffee bean after some stuff then we hit the shack and slept for about 4 whole hours before my violin starts and an irritating bugger decided to drop by my shop to annoy the hell out of us =p but we sure did a good job in annoying him back today!

after violin, me and ting fetched the bugger home. then it was off to gurney for some girl time before i went off for dinner and movie with tannie while she went for dinner and movie with zihong. [sorry tannie for making you wait kays? my babe needed me at that time =)] Then tannie and i had sushi king while they had sakae sushi =.=

and then we all met each other in front of gsc and found out that the four of are not sitting together for the movie =(

BEDTIME STORIES was hilarious.

'im like the stink of your feet, i will always be here.'
best line of them all =P

after movie, tannie and i went over to northam for chicken wings. ahh. heavenly.

to you: stop being a 'bambo'. you know what im talking about.

yes i had a good day,
going off to bed with a smile,
nothing beats good company and green tea!

p/s: i know im not the only one who had fun today. =p

viva forever

its a rather short day,
time seem to flew by today.
had like few classes of violin.
in between classes, zihong dropped by.
and then tzouen and tingen came as well.
we were all crapping for about two hours while waiting for ting to finish working.
then we all went separate ways.
tzouen and tingen went shopping at queens
zihong went over to his friend's
while i went over to ting's get a quick shower and get ready for angelin's farewell.
then i had another class of violin and off we go to gurney to check out some stuff.
then me and ting rushed over to angelin's for the party.
ahhh...
that girl is finally flying off to US on monday!
bye babilin!
im gonna miss you much!

i've been saying goodbye to too many loved ones already.
my tears have been dried up d!
everyone is leaving me!!!!!

bye mab!
bye my kiddo, jy!
bye joshikins and tracykins!
bye sukmin!
bye babilin!
bye kamz!
bye karmun!

omg!!!
i hate goodbyes!
im missing you guys already!

*runs away and hide beneath my comforter to cry my eyeballs out*

onto a new page

31st december 2008

new years eve was fine.
not exactly the bomb,
but nevertheless, i had fun =)
once again, i was plan-less.
had a violin class,
then fetched tingen to my house,
we finally soaked in the jacuzzi albeit the unpredictable weather,
but then i decided to attend zihong's very 'private and exclusive' bbq dinner.
[notice the word 'private'.]
LOLS.
wanna know why it was private?
cause it was only me, tingen, family friends and his family =.=

so whole night me and tingen was barbequeing.
we are like the best guests ever.
ahhh so i ended 2008 as a maid (without the very cute and kinky black and white uniform =( )

then zihong, tingen and i head over to upr.
sad, i did my countdown in the car =(
everyone else was at upr.
so we had fun club hopping from mois to fame then to mois, then djoint to mois to soi 11 XD
was talking to tannie in between clubs =)
then after that we head over to subaidah with jac and carmen for the much needed ice lemon tea. ahh.

due to some change of plans,
the three of us ended up at zihong's while waiting to catch the first sunrise of 2009.
oh wells, at least that was what we were supposed to do =.=
but nope, nothing went according to plans.
ahhh
went home in the morning with what i think a broken nose (.
i spent the first day of 2009 sleeping, eating, yakking on the phone, reading and repeats the whole cycle again.
very the happening, no?


2nd january 2009

violin as usual.
then head over to karmun's with yuhting. met jack there.
karmun, i'm gonna miss you when you go back to kl!

at about 2am, miss cheah su ting which just came back from singapore came over to my place to surprise me and use the toilet. lol.
so yea i have zihong and ting over till wee hours of the morning.
i can really kill someone for causing me to lose so much sleep this few days.
aiks.
but yes welcome home,babe!

3rd january 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE GOH!!!!











meeting you was a chance,
being friends was a choice,
im glad to have found you in my life,
you will always be one of those that i truly treasure.
thanks for everything mab my babe!
happy sweet 19th!
will make it up to you!

babe, i tried my best to get hold of you but to no avail.
so i shall do your birthday shoutout here!!!
faster come back from UK!
much love,
ME!

blink 182 times a day to dry up your tears

and this has been stuck in my head for a lil while.

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)

bye bye 2008!

hello 2009!
*winks*

im ready to fly

and so miss cheah su ting left penang already. AGAIN. ahhh. she's off to singapore again to celebrate new years. so yesterday a bunch of us went over to pizza r us to have dinner and then off to sunset bistro to say goodbye to her and chill. after sunset bistro,tzouen, suting, zihong and i went over to coffee island to chill. babe,its sad that you'll be missing out all the fun on new years. (if we have any. =p )

and then today i was a very good girl. at home most of the time. reading my story book, 'stories to tell, by tony parson.or else i was either busy sleeping.after dinner met up with yuhting, karmun and those old frees at adrian's.and here i am, home sweet home,baby.

I remember way back way back when
I said i never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you're loving somebody else
And I knew oh yes I knew I couldn't control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friend's
But I think you know oh yes you know whats going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong


But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own


You used to call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love layed on my lips just like a curse
And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the maestro beats in a song
You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more i want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own...

No I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands.

22nd december 2008



i went overseas!
it was like a lil road trip.
the lil cars convoy.
cute-ness.
3 dudes in a kelisa.
and 3 girls in the other kelisa.



destination: ASS PEE (sungai petani)

mission: to celebrate kaminee's sweet 18th.



read all about it in kamz and tracy's blog =p

one day is all it needs.

23rd december 2008

ONE MORE MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY =)

reached penang at about 7ish in the evening.
then went over to queens with florence.
then over to wenlin's.
picked up wenqin.
and off we went to pasar malam =D
finally, i had tako balls and herbal jelly.
and met up with the gang at ananda's for dinner.
its been so long that everyone is together at a place.
we were all supposed to discuss christmas eve plans.
however, everybody ended up talking cock and yups still no christmas plans.
stayed over at ting's again.

24th december 2008

woke up at 10am and straightaway went over to tracy's to bake lil gingerbreadman-cookies.
those lil gingerbreadman took 5 frigging hours.
and i did em with tender loving care!
thats why they are all so cute!
whee.

i hope you like them!

about 5ish, i was back in my shop for a violin class.
after that i accompanied mum for dinner.

and trust me, it was 8pm and yet none of us know how to celebrate christmas this year.
everyone was basically plan-less.
oh wells,so we all decided to meet at gurney.
ting had a lil accident while we were leaving gurney.
and that stupid man just did not want to apologize.
such an arse.

and then after dealing with that stupid man,we finally head over to kayin's.
ohboy it was fun at kayin's.
but opps, as soon as i stepped into the house my heart was shattered.
OH NOSSSS!!!
i got pacifiers as my chistmas present.
luckily, nigel decided to trade with me and he ended up wearing those pacificiers as his nipples whole night long.
everyone was basically at kayin's.
so it was good to be able to celebrate my christmas with all my friends.

after countdown at kayin's, most of us decided to hit the clubs.
it was FAME and MOIS again.
yes i had fun =)
then mamak-ed at raffe's and finally home by 5am.





25th of december 2008

HAVE A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS!

woke up at 8am to go over to FGA Butterworth christmas service.
then after that went shopping at pacific.
came back to penang about 6pm.
went to over coffee bean to meet ting.
and then off we went to wenqin's birthday part at berjaya hotel.
after the party, wenlin demanded for or-chieh so off the rest went over to goodall for some good fried oysters while i went over to the new khaleel which is located at old torch have supper with tannie.
haha, that poor dude had an accident on christmas eve as well. LOL.

i had a nice christmas this year =)
thank you,jesus!

26th of december 2008

was running errands with mum the whole afternoon.
then went over to gurney to meet up with tingen and tzouen.
suting joined us after that.
and then we bumped into may,kristi,wernie,anas and danny.
we tend to bump into each other alot
haha.
just yesterday,may caught me in khaleel.
ahhh, penang's just too small.

then the two tings, tzouen and i went over to gurney drive to eat.
went over to BED to meet up with zihong and the other boys were there gambling as well.
so tzouen joined the others while zihong and the rest of us was just playing cards and talking crap.
jy joined us as well. played truth or dare.
hmmm,loads of truth were revealed =)

27th of december 2008

was out running errands with mum the whole day again.
and then picked up miss yeoh ting en because she needed company.
ahhh, im here babe.

and then picked up mr jonathan ng who came all the way from kl just to see me!!!
ahh im so touched. seriously. i am really not being sarcastic.
i havent seen him in a year or two?
its good catch up again.
went over to queens.
had sakae for dinner with jon,tingen and kenneth.
and then jon,tingen and i went over to qeII for drinks.
dropped mr cinderella back to his uncle's.
while on the way to upr, i was feeling nauseous and had to stop by the highway to puke.
and then i realize that i might be having food poisoining as i had diarrhoe earlier as well.
ahhh.
puke twice on the way to UPR.
nearly wanted to skip UPR but its jy's last day so i gotta bid adieu to him.

ahh lil kiddo i will definitely miss you.

it was really great knowing you.

had fun clubbing at mois with the two tings,tzouen and zihong.
and christ,janice,vonn was there too.
chilled at mr pot after club.
the two tings and tzouen crashed at my place.

28th december 2008

i've been such an angel helping mum around the house to prepare for the lil party for the students the whole day.
and i even organized games for those lil naughty people.
then i cleaned up after the party as well.
i could be such an angel eh?

AWOL

i havent been blogging for so long that i forgot what i did =)
oh wells results are out.
hmph.
been staying over at ting's nearly every other day.
meeting up with her everyday.
its amazing how we could manage to do that when now we are both working.
lols.

clubbed at fame and mois yesterday.
met chingyu and gang and angelin and the rest at fame.
and the boys at mois.
hello may, you arrived when i was about to leave =(
oh vewen's back!
and it was yuhting and vewen's virgin trip to the club.
went home by 4.40am.

and i was up again at 10am.
went for a christmas luncheon at penang club.
food was good.
[su yang, remind me to introduce you to yang junior that i met =) ]
after the luncheon, met up with ting in my shop
then went over to coffee bean
i was sipping tea and reading a story book while she was working.
four friends working under the same roof.
guess we will all be spending a lil more time over there =)
head over to the hospital to visit god-grams.
then to gurney to meet REAL grams and grand-aunts.
and then off to dewan sri pinang for the AOG's CHRISTMAS PRESENTATION.
it was good.
and here i am now.
i've been good. =)