i dont wanna be me anymore

im just tired of faking a smile
tired of having to fake a joke
tired of pretending that im ok wif you and her
tired of being the perfect best friend
tired of the one who will be there for you
tired of covering up for you
tired of pretending not to see the obvious
tired of walking away whenever i see you are with her because it just kills me to see it with my own eyes
tired of E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G

its time to face the reality
he is just not the one for me

p/s-sounds lk eelynn's post aite? i guess sometimes we all just have one of those days