horoscope was RIGHT again=)

my heart goes sha la la la la
THE HOROSCOPE WAS RIGHT AGAIN
=.='

lol
~im really laughing out loud~



p/s-get the copy of the star newspaper n check out your horoscope peeps!
=)

for a brighter tomorrow,

TO those who had perished and those who had lost loved ones during the 11/9/01,
may you rest in peace
and lets take a moment to stop everything that we are doing to say a little prayer to bless the world and hope for a better tomorrow?
Amen.

Dear God,
I wish for world peace and may there be no tears ever shed from anyone's eyes tonight.
Thank you Lord for letting me see the sun today and may there be a brighter tomorrow!

Amen.________________________________________________________

on a different note,
SHITS! math test TOMORROW!!!!
n trials starts next week!!!!
I GOTTA START STUDYING MATH!!!!!
omg i needa find the inspiration and motivation
~!@#$%^&*
Wish me luck peeps.



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note to self:


oh come on maddy, you cannot afford to screw up SAM
you can do this!!!!!
YOU JUST NEED TO STAY FOCUS!!!!
and start sketching your future!!!!
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR OWN LIFE NOW
EVERYTHING IS IN YOUR HANDS
JUST DO NOT SCREW THIS UP
YOU JUST HAVE TO
THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO DO THIS!
BELIEVE THAT THERE'S STILL THE OLD YOU LOST SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE
YOU JUST GOTTA FIND OLD YOURSELF AGAIN.
=(

THE HOROSCOPE WAS RIGHT!

Aquarius
You will meet with someone that you have lost contact for awhile.


that was what written in today's edition of The STAR's horoscope section about aquarius
and true enough... *damned...should i really start consulting my stars now? =.=*

SOMEONE WHICH I HAVEN'T SEEN FOR AGES CAME OVER TO MY PLACE TO SURPRISE ME WITH HER NON-STOP GIGGLES!











ahh i really miss you gracey!
it was really good to see you
miss you loads
*hearts*




those were the days =)

shared a tart
a change of heart
though we part
not in my heart

happy 18th to deepak-pak-pak

just got home....
before 4 am *bangga*
n i didnt drink *VERY bangga*
ok...i had a SIP....n i meant just a sip =p
just bath n everything...
i smell so good and nice now



yesterday was a rather eventful day
had bio in the morn
was late again as usual thanks to mum =.=
then had violin the WHOLE afternoon
then i went shopping at island plaza
wheeeee bought myself two new tops and deepak's birthday pressie!!!!
then massive jam on the way home
from tanjung bungah up to batu ferringhi took me about 40mins?
omg....
then i FLEW to century bay for deepak's lil surprise birthday party
arrived by 8.30pm.....was stuck in the car for 30mins coz
I LOST MY CAR KEYS IN THE CAR
omg
can anyone believe it?
thanks to everyone who help to turn my car inside out to find the key...
especially to tracy,joshuam,kamz,abby n mel!!!!
n guess where it was stuck at?
INSIDE THE FRIGGIN GEAR BOX!

it dropped into the gear box.
then played some games at d party

due to tracy's bad angling we took this pic lk 1000 times =.=

den we hit d club
i called up nearly every chick in my list to see who is going tonight but omg so few people la
i miss vonn and mable!
~i noe i noe....trials coming...im supposed to ground myself already but
hey FINAL trip coz its deepak's birthday and JOSHUA's VIRGIN CLUBBIN TRIP!~
so yea maddy was a very very very good girl in the club today
didnt drink...
danced just a lil
and it was my 1st time in the vvip section of mois
very cooling...i can actually breathe in mois for once
but nah i didnt really had fun in the club today
dont know why
just potong i guess?

and i actually clubbed in a long ripcurl purple tie-dye dress *lagi =.=*

N OMG SOMETHING HAPPENED ON THE DANCE FLOOR!
SOMETHING OBSCENE
MY 1ST TIME WITNESSING LIVE FREE SHOW
REALLY FREE SHOW MAN
OMG I WAS LK SO DISGUSTED AND I WAS GONNA PUKE ANYTIME
ask me for more info...
=p
i'll decribe every single dirty lil detail to you!
phew!
n i think tracy has a video of it? not too sure

before i end this post...
i would like to wish :

HAPPY SWEET 18TH DEEPAK SINGH SINDU!
~hope you like the white wine!~





and

FAREWELL TO JEAN (may's cute older sis)
im gonna miss you!
now no more amy and jean for me to dance with d =(








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i sound so bimbo-tic in this post eh?
dont know why
nevermind...at least im not as bimbo-tic as that BIRD FACE!!!!!!!!!!
*evil grins*

SICK...

ahh i have been sick =(
vomitting and tummy-discomfort?
lying on the bed for the past 18hours or so?
and my lil ass still hurts!
damn the LamWahEe nurse which is so-not-caring-and-compassionate...
i should sue her for shoo-ing me off after injecting me...
where's d love people?
i miss college!
and thanks for all the get-well-messages and calls
sorry if i made you guys worried
whee i feel so loved <3

in need of tender loving care
get well soon to me
get well soon to other sick friends like TINGEN, joann, chiachyn and mab.
im sending all of u guys air-kisses and hugs.
oh wells SOMEONE probably doesnt need them anymore
=p

UN-started party

had dinner at some japanese restaurant to celebrate dee dee's belated birthday =)

F.A.M.E is finally opened!
a very nice club
very chic
(fyi FAME=fashion,arts,music,events)
very good air conditioning system, good music, good service, good everything else
EXCEPT the crowd.
the dancefloor was EMPTY...and i dont mean few people kinda empty....BUT ZERO KOSONG BLANK empty
and then the blog-mistress here got emo for an hour or so?
i was the the first to hit the empty dance floor but shits no other group joined us so we left after a while
thank you mab darl for being there=)
it wasnt your fault
sorry to all my other hengtais if i had made you guys worried
sorry to tzouen, chungkhye and javen for slashin' it out on you guys

then i met vonn and cy
THANK GOD FOR VONN!
i have never been so glad to see vonn =p
she sneaked me and mable into mois while i was pretending to be drunk
(im such a good actress eh)
so guys dont worry about me la....so many people were asking if i was drunk
hahahahaha

and although mois was friggin hot we had lo
ads of fun there on the dance floor
after my mood has changed tremendously
we went back to fame
and there all the emo dudes standing there
haiz
so we decided to leave and head to sunrise mcd after that
so i guess this is really not a night that we have all hoped for
but yeah maddy shall hibernate from clubbing for a while now
taking a break to focus on other stuffs like studies and friends
shall be back after my finals in nov =)

HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA
selamat hari kebangsaan
malaysia,
my country,
my home.

putting my dancing shoes away
taking a break
books are really the bestest fren one can ever get
the only thing constant in my life
while everything else changes
hope the world can stop spinning
im still me
waiting for a miracle
waiting for the time when i can smile without a single worry
waiting for the sun to shine again
full of hope and faith

ntg is the same anymore

nothing is the same anymore

we used to be so tight
nothing is the same anymore
we used do anything and everything together
nothing is the same anymore
the growing drift between us is growing bigger and bigger
nothing is the same anymore
all i want to do is turn back time to december 2007
nothing is the same anymore
what's left of us now is just a box filled with memories
nothing is the same anymore
what had happened to us?
nothing is the same anymore
I MISS US

tralalala

tralalala lalala
maddy is a happy girl
*with a flower on her head, holding up her skirt, skipping around silly*
tralalalala

on the other hand
had so much going on today
hope everything can be tackled and handle with care and thoughtfully now
my issues
his issues
her issues
all different matters tho

i was angry
i was disappointed
i got over it
and now i get this?
God is really playing a cruel joke on me.

~goodnight people!~

p/s- thanks to all my babes for being there for me *hugs*

happy belated 18th to yuwei

To yuwei:

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY






see he just cant pose in pics properly!




i HATED him back then




that night could have been one of the BEST clubbing sessions without the raid.





cheers to all the times when you've drove me up the wall.
cheers to all the times that you have made me hated you.
cheers to all the times that you've made me smiled.
cheers to all the times you've made me laughed.
THANK YOU
*hearts*

dickhead of the century

trust me when i said that i have met the world's
DUMBEST,
STUPIDEST,
LOUDEST,
RUDEST
and
MOST DISGUSTING PERSON EVER.




i really wonder why do i even bother to put up with all this?

dee dee's 19th!

TO MY DARLING DEE DEE,
a.k.a ch'ng syn dee


HAPPY SWEET 19th BIRTHDAY, auntie!

im so glad that i've met u this year
and had gotten to know you better.
you are like THE ROCK
lols
but nope,ur no longer the 'rock' which laughs at us,
no longer just another girl that i have lunch with,
but yes you have became a very good friend.
love you most when u loosen up and be silly
love you most when you are YOU!



she's so cute!
(secretly hoping that a pimple will pop on her perfect lil face! *jealous ler*)

as cute as a bunny!

i feel like huggin her everytime

triple Ms and double Ds looking hot
*winks*



p/s- im so sorry that i wasnt there to wish you in person at college today okays.
im so sorry that i had gotten the dates mixed up
promise to make it up to you!

*hearts*

i miss the old me

i have
1. had an ice cream
2. went dress-shopping ( and actually bought myself a dress and hoodie)
3. shopped for storybooks with the SADDEST storyline and mind you i prefer non-fiction
4. went to the gym

SO WHY AM I STILL FEELING THE BLUES?
damned..

time-out

'bitching is the best way of looking past someone's perfection;
love is the reason to look past all flaws' quoted by maddy-da-almighty


so yes i should start bitching around now except there is really nothing for me to bitch about
im actually speechless for once.

getting numb with everything,
everyone,
tired of everyone's facade;
and just plain sick of the whole world and its creations
returning to my roots
closing this chapter with a very heavy heart
thats just how things will go from now on.

fcuk off

just 3 little words

I HATE EVERYTHING.

everything's pissing me off.

all about me

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?