I dont ever wanna see that again

i wanna put my arms around him and tell him that he's fine
i wanna assure him that everything's alright
i wanna make sure that he is safe now
i wanna make him whole again
there's so much that i wanted to do
but i cant
instead
i stood there
like a fool
doing nothing
while he suffered




oh yes it breaks my heart to see that scene all playing in my mind all over again
its an ugly scene which i wish to erase off my mind