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31st december 2008

new years eve was fine.
not exactly the bomb,
but nevertheless, i had fun =)
once again, i was plan-less.
had a violin class,
then fetched tingen to my house,
we finally soaked in the jacuzzi albeit the unpredictable weather,
but then i decided to attend zihong's very 'private and exclusive' bbq dinner.
[notice the word 'private'.]
LOLS.
wanna know why it was private?
cause it was only me, tingen, family friends and his family =.=

so whole night me and tingen was barbequeing.
we are like the best guests ever.
ahhh so i ended 2008 as a maid (without the very cute and kinky black and white uniform =( )

then zihong, tingen and i head over to upr.
sad, i did my countdown in the car =(
everyone else was at upr.
so we had fun club hopping from mois to fame then to mois, then djoint to mois to soi 11 XD
was talking to tannie in between clubs =)
then after that we head over to subaidah with jac and carmen for the much needed ice lemon tea. ahh.

due to some change of plans,
the three of us ended up at zihong's while waiting to catch the first sunrise of 2009.
oh wells, at least that was what we were supposed to do =.=
but nope, nothing went according to plans.
ahhh
went home in the morning with what i think a broken nose (.
i spent the first day of 2009 sleeping, eating, yakking on the phone, reading and repeats the whole cycle again.
very the happening, no?


2nd january 2009

violin as usual.
then head over to karmun's with yuhting. met jack there.
karmun, i'm gonna miss you when you go back to kl!

at about 2am, miss cheah su ting which just came back from singapore came over to my place to surprise me and use the toilet. lol.
so yea i have zihong and ting over till wee hours of the morning.
i can really kill someone for causing me to lose so much sleep this few days.
aiks.
but yes welcome home,babe!

3rd january 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE GOH!!!!











meeting you was a chance,
being friends was a choice,
im glad to have found you in my life,
you will always be one of those that i truly treasure.
thanks for everything mab my babe!
happy sweet 19th!
will make it up to you!

babe, i tried my best to get hold of you but to no avail.
so i shall do your birthday shoutout here!!!
faster come back from UK!
much love,
ME!

lovely weekend

Saturday 13th December 2008

I was out with yuhting and jowyee in the afternoon. On the way to jowyee’s, yuhting and I dropped by GIANT just because she wanted fruits. I ended up going for a mini-grocery shoppin instead =.=’ After getting jowyee, we went off to queens. And oh I had so much much listening to old school songs in yuhting’s car.

When I was young I listen to the radio waiting for my favourite song,

Everyday I love you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

When you say nothing at all

Im all out of love, im so lost without you.

Ahhhh…. Sweet sweet oldies rock my world =)

oh no im not old-fashion, Im just cheesy. =D

Met up with yimin and a new friend, codees? I hope the spelling’s right =)

had sakae sushi for tea and salmon.

Then I have to rush back to the shop to meet up with mum and change clothes before heading to my student’s house warming party. They served superb food for a house-warming party. There’s like a wide selection of meat, lamb, mutton, beef, turkey, chicken, tiger prawns, fish and there was even a CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN.

Heavenly =)

Then after that I went over to THE VIEW at equiterel restaurant to meet suting, tingen, angelin, kittyeng, tzouen and mr cheah. And oh we girls received a stalk of rose each =p

Next, we head back to ting’s to get changed before heading to UPR.

It was a series of unfortunate events followed after that. Un-work-able air-condition of the car, Missing car key of the other car, tingen’s obsession with the book, my fingers got slammed by the car bonnet =( somebody got into trouble with THE mother, un-work-able plans, disturbance from the cicakman =.=’

However it was a good night afterall =) had loads of fun too =p hellos to everyone that I met. =) At 4ish, I went home a very happy girl with a silly grin on my face. Suting and tzouen stayed over again. [you both should just leave a set of clothes with me.]

Sunday 14th December 2008

The three of us woke up at about 11am. As usual, it was hard waking up tzouen. After changing for the umpteenth time because the dress code for WHAT A BLOGGIFUL WORLD gathering was smart-casual I finally left home at 12.30pm when the gathering actually starts at 12pm? Met up with karmun and yuhting and the three of us were so lost in that gathering. [Thanks for the treat, karmun!] And oh the food was good =) And I won a buy one free one movie ticket thanks to my lucky number 23!

sorry to that charles key person that i gotta grab this pic from facebook.

The event ended about 4-ish. After that I went back to the shop for awhile before fetching grams and mum to the hospital to visit Aunty Im who has a failing heart and kidneys. [ Be strong, aunty!] Then it was off to dinner and grocery shopping with my family.

After the family affair, met up with alyn, chungkhye, wenlin and mable at coffee bean as ting and christ is working there for a lil catching up with mable as she was away for a week in Cameron highlands and KL and on monday she’s be off to London, Paris and Switzerland for three weeks! Lucky girl! But aiks I cant even celebrate her birthday with her next year! Bye mabs! Love you! Take care! Soon, mindy, syndee, chuckie and colin joined us =) We love coffee bean, don’t we?

Monday 15th December 2008

As soon as ting was done with work that’s like 1am, we picked tzouen and went off for a lil supper at mcd. And I stayed-over at ting’s just because I feel like it? =) woke up at 1pm and was driving in circles because ting doesn’t know her way around her housing area =.= ting went banking and then chicken rice as lunch with tzouen. It was violin for the rest of the afternoon while ting went to work. [Hi eelynn! Nice to have that lil catch up!]

About 7pm I went over to Malaysia Nature Society office for a barbeque session organized by Miss Lai, with the MNS people and bio students.

Changthai : Eh, don’t block the light! I need the light!

Syn juin: Ok, I want the sausages, chicken, bread of whatever, chow hoi ta oso nevermind!

Chiaming: eh, that one got my saliva d.

Ahh, biology students are so funny eh! It was nice to see everyone again! I miss the college people!

p/s- to von, enjoy yourself to the fullest in KL k? Take care and have fun! Come back asap!

P p/s- HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOW CHUCKIE!

Hahaha and the lil boy is FINALLY 18!

[but ah, he is still as annoying and small-sized as ever!]

photo-blog of chuckie's party:

~happy diwali~

A VERY HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY INDIAN PEEPS!


this year i went over to mainland to join janisha for deepavali!
lols it was not just me....its me and a gazillion other college friends went as well. 5 cars actually.
michelle the blackie was the navigator....(and she is the 'best' navigator you can ever find) *shudders* haha....just kidding la... michelle, jeshua, peng chooi, eugene and roger drove.
i was in peng chooi and jeshua's car.... lols i joined jeshua's car once we reach michelle's place.
we took roughly 30 mins from island to reach mainland.

i shall let the pictures do all the talking now :)



thats the whole bunch of us at janisha's.


then we went over to the new huge-arse shopping complez (im-sorry-but-i-dont-know-the-name-so-lets-just-call-it-the-new-jusco)


everyone was just sitting around hanging at starbucks while me and tracy did a lil shopping =)





and thats the last group picture before mich left to go back to penang island.


THEN,
off we went to autocity!
it was my first time there.
very chic place.
AUTOCITY here i come after finals =)
we were walking around, roger was the tourguide,
and then we finally settled for roxbury.






first they stole the egg from the egg lorry
then they cam-whored with the egg
next they played with the egg
finally the poor egg broke.
=.='


Look at my oh-so-shiny hair! and i won chor tai ti twice in a row! whee!


can someone teach me how to crop that dungu's face outta this very nice pic?
=p





final group picture before we depart for our lil penang island which every islanders is proud to call home.
=)



JUST FOR LAUGHS!

let me introduce two very eligible and single bachelors that i know =)

please vote, which is more retarded:




vs


paralympics gold medalist for swiming event,
mr eugene teow,
who is fondly known as gene or john's twin
( i personally cannot handle two johns in my life so gene please please PLEASE do not turn into tzouen's clone please!)
and is famous for his favourite word, 'whatever'.

vs

mr-i-will-marry-my-camera,
mr 81,
mr danny khoo kah keat,
who is an avid photographer
who loves to annoy me to my toes.


my take: mr danny khoo is more retarded.

do not be offended kays peeps?
you know i love you both!
xoxo,
madeline khaw!

for a brighter tomorrow,

TO those who had perished and those who had lost loved ones during the 11/9/01,
may you rest in peace
and lets take a moment to stop everything that we are doing to say a little prayer to bless the world and hope for a better tomorrow?
Amen.

Dear God,
I wish for world peace and may there be no tears ever shed from anyone's eyes tonight.
Thank you Lord for letting me see the sun today and may there be a brighter tomorrow!

Amen.________________________________________________________

on a different note,
SHITS! math test TOMORROW!!!!
n trials starts next week!!!!
I GOTTA START STUDYING MATH!!!!!
omg i needa find the inspiration and motivation
~!@#$%^&*
Wish me luck peeps.



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note to self:


oh come on maddy, you cannot afford to screw up SAM
you can do this!!!!!
YOU JUST NEED TO STAY FOCUS!!!!
and start sketching your future!!!!
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR OWN LIFE NOW
EVERYTHING IS IN YOUR HANDS
JUST DO NOT SCREW THIS UP
YOU JUST HAVE TO
THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO DO THIS!
BELIEVE THAT THERE'S STILL THE OLD YOU LOST SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE
YOU JUST GOTTA FIND OLD YOURSELF AGAIN.
=(

UN-started party

had dinner at some japanese restaurant to celebrate dee dee's belated birthday =)

F.A.M.E is finally opened!
a very nice club
very chic
(fyi FAME=fashion,arts,music,events)
very good air conditioning system, good music, good service, good everything else
EXCEPT the crowd.
the dancefloor was EMPTY...and i dont mean few people kinda empty....BUT ZERO KOSONG BLANK empty
and then the blog-mistress here got emo for an hour or so?
i was the the first to hit the empty dance floor but shits no other group joined us so we left after a while
thank you mab darl for being there=)
it wasnt your fault
sorry to all my other hengtais if i had made you guys worried
sorry to tzouen, chungkhye and javen for slashin' it out on you guys

then i met vonn and cy
THANK GOD FOR VONN!
i have never been so glad to see vonn =p
she sneaked me and mable into mois while i was pretending to be drunk
(im such a good actress eh)
so guys dont worry about me la....so many people were asking if i was drunk
hahahahaha

and although mois was friggin hot we had lo
ads of fun there on the dance floor
after my mood has changed tremendously
we went back to fame
and there all the emo dudes standing there
haiz
so we decided to leave and head to sunrise mcd after that
so i guess this is really not a night that we have all hoped for
but yeah maddy shall hibernate from clubbing for a while now
taking a break to focus on other stuffs like studies and friends
shall be back after my finals in nov =)

HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA
selamat hari kebangsaan
malaysia,
my country,
my home.

putting my dancing shoes away
taking a break
books are really the bestest fren one can ever get
the only thing constant in my life
while everything else changes
hope the world can stop spinning
im still me
waiting for a miracle
waiting for the time when i can smile without a single worry
waiting for the sun to shine again
full of hope and faith

a royal affair

FIRST AND FOREMOST,
HAPPY SWEET 18TH TO NG KARMUN
tho i couldnt spend it with you
but i hope you have had fun on this memorable day!
for all the times we spent together
for all the 'hams'
for all the late night talks
for all the sleepovers WHICH I CAN NEVER SLEEP PEACEFULLY
for all the memories
for all the bitchings
for all the shopping and make up sessions
i truly cherished the bond that we have.

*hearts*

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PRE-PROM:




make-up by clinique





vain-ing while waiting for mindy d fancheong



at equatorial hotel's restroom =p



girls will be girls =)

PROM:

finally,THE day came...disted 2008 prom themed 'a royal affair'.
indeed everyone looks like a member of royalty that night.
guys in suits and girls in very very very beautiful gowns! (especially kaminee) *drools*
prom was okay...kinda dull at first...food was ok...but very beautiful ballroom
and free-dance was awesome
it was so nice to see everyone either cuddle up in slow dancing or letting loose on d dance floor to the fast tracks!*winks*









lols....biggest surprise ever
considering i was all down and emo and dress-less,shoe-less,bag-less,table-less and date-less.
*sounds so pathetic eh*
and then all my lil angels really helped me
i must thank MISS CHEAH SU TING
who purposely bought and sent me 3 amazing evening dresses and a long summer dress all d way
from melbourne,australia.
-seriously babes i was touched and surprise-


then i must thank miss tan yuh ting for d lovely heels
and miss mindy for d clutch
and not forgetting mab darl for our lil secret *winks*
i couldnt decide on which dress to wear till 5.45pm (mind you prom starts at 6.30pm)
thanks to all my friends who helped me to search high and low for the perfect prom dress as well especially miss yeoh ting en (bet you have fun laughing your lil arse off while i tried on dress after dress)


MADDY WON PROM QUEEN!
behold is the queen of disted!
bow me to you little people!
lols
(thanks to everyone who voted for me kays? i really didnt see THAT coming)
sweet surprise!






it was a total surprise
i didnt expect to be even nominated
till pengchooi gotta push me up the stage
and i was laughing out loud when they crowned me



on the stage with all the other nominee
(note: the girl in blue is a very mean dancer on d dance floor,
i lose to her FLAT!)



CAN YOU SEE THAT? fuiyooo!
i gotta steal that pic frm ah sai to prove it to you guys!




impromptu slow dance andfast or CRAZY and retro 70s dance with andy twice for showcasing our talent....

Click this :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCUsJ5RSCtI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVW4x0kaoO4&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIPwprzUyHM&feature=related




LAWAKNESS



hahaha now let the pictures do the talking...



table number 5 (just for you,ting!)



pardon him for his smile 'cause smtg 'hard' happened before this pic was taken =p




javenny and mad



note to tzouen: im still the hottest girl *winks*



to fab: im going hit ur balls for 'eating all my friends'

to lst, are you regretting now boy? =)

my lovely girls *hearts*




people of table no5 including danny of table no.11

POST-PROM:

and the after-party was amazing!*except for a lil part*
i saw him
then too bad we ended up in different clubs
*perhaps we are just not fated for each other eh*
i had loads of fun with all my friends
SO MANY PEOPLE
i would take forever to name them








it was great to club with you again amy! dont go back to india!



but oh yes 5 virgin clubbers that night =)
1.mindy
2.choon chiat
3. kwen
4. CHUNG KHYE
5.my oh-so-lovely javenny!!!!!!




if im not mistaken mr ang lai boon d physics whiz and mr nigel koh my oh-so-responsible-and-adorable esl group leader clubbed as well! BIG SURPRISE THERE =)

then i had too many rounds of pure shots and bottoms up
was kinda gone-d
i fell asleep in the club
heard that anna was sleeping next to me on d couch =p
and miss yeoh ting en was gone-d too
lols


*not a very pretty sight*

i would like to express my deepest apologies and gratitude to those who took read good care of me
~in random order~

mable: for being my tiang and 'penjaga'. i love you!

ting en: for taking care of me on the dancefloor, stopping me for doing stupid things ,scooping that same cute guy together and falling down tho i didnt lean on you =)

teikhong: for jaga-ing me on d dancefloor and laughin?lols

tzouen: for jaga-ing me and fetching me home ( i felt lk d queen!) I HAVE TO MURDER YOU FOR WHAT U DID TO ME AT RAFFE! u just wait...

javen: for supporting me when i was puking (i promise to be a responsible clubber next time)

fabian: for that crazy and wild car ride to raffe which made my guts feel like coming out all over again. N I UNDERSTAND MANDARIN LA DUDE. n u PAPARAZZI!

wei han: for jaga-ing me and repeating the phrase 'lets go green house,madeline needs coffee,lets go green house,madeline needs tea,you cant drive,you are too drunk,i fetch u home la k?madeline must go green house for tea/coffee' in hokkien over and over again till someone shut him up. lols i can still hear all those phrases when i close my eyes.
(note:green house is a kopitiam!)

choonchiat: for following behind tzouen's car just to make sure that we get home safely =)


im not always like that k?
it just that i stopped clubbing for a lil while so alcohol level going down the drain
=)
but thanks again to everyone!
you guys are all my guardian angels

AWWWWWW what am i supposed to do without all my hengtais and angels?
thank God for all my friends who have been through everything with me
bless them with all the goodness in life and to all the angels above,
please sent a basket of love to all my friends =)

you could have me but you didnt want to
im the best you never had
guess things are just not pointing towards that direction
me versus her?
i win her in everything
but she has the one thing that i can never have
so im going take a bow now
its time to bite the bitter truth
with pride and dignity
and go on in this lil masquerade
while time heal all wounds.