look at what i've found ;)

long long long time ago,
in a land (school,actually.) far far away,
there lived four lil rather 'not-so-gorgeous' ducklings ;)
who somehow clique-d and became close friends very fast,
without knowing what ties them together so strong,
because they do not really share anything in common,

one's a basketball fan,
the other an anime freak,
one more used to be a boy magnet,
and well the last one is a nerd with specs. LOL.

2002


girls being girls,
our share of gossips,
a few bitching sessions,
late night pillow talks,
shopping trips,
and dreams of the future.
yes indeed there were a few misunderstandings here and there,
but we all have more sweet memories than we could ever remember.

2005

and even though the anime freak left our lil penang island
to go off to aussie land late 2005,
but our friendship survived the distance.
=)

2006


and now,
i present you,
the four princesses,
miss tan yuh ting, miss ng karmun, miss phang vewen and miss madeline khaw cheng looi.
;)

2009


with loads of love till the next time the four of us can just around the table,
muacks!

im still breathing =)

So I guess I do owe all of you an apology,

For not updating frequent enough since December 08,

That’s mainly because I am always out most of the time,

I got my daily dose of my ting, tzouen and zihong.

Ting is like an un-skip-able daily dose which is vital for ensuring good health =)

And not forgetting the two crazy girls, mable and wenlin which I see nearly every day,

They are my much needed ‘siao cha bos’ to cheer me up and do bimbo things together.

And the non-stop bumping into may, wernie, anas, liang and chungkhye.

Meeting up with different people,

New and old friends alike,

Everyone came back to penang during the christmas and Chinese new year breaks!

Yippie!

I especially miss my old college and school mates,

My cgl-ians =)

And not to mention juggling between two jobs, blue reef and violin ;)

That certainly kept my hands full at that time.

Came February,

It was a month of tears =(

So many farewell parties and gatherings,

So many people going back to wherever they came from,

And sending off so many people to everywhere to embark on their next phase of life,

Goodbyes have never been so hard and real.

I went to the airport nearly every other day,

Sending off not one but multiple people each time I was at the airport,

Even on valentines day ;(

I spent the morning sending off Gregory to NZ and Abigail to Aussie,

Then dinner and birthday party at Elaine’s, off to Gleneagles to visit mr shaun jin who was sick and then off to upr,

Valentines was just another day for me, I started off valentines with clubbing and ended it clubbing. Lol. Im gonna take a break from the clubbing scene for a while.

After that I spent the whole night at a ‘crying party’ starting at 2 a.m., 15^th February,at choon chiet’s with ting, tzouen, javen and choon chiet.

We were all tearing for the al the times we had spent together,

Memories to be treasured forever J

And at 6a.m. I received unexpected phone call of mummy was admitted into the hospital,

Biggest scare of my life,

So many emotions running through me,

After settling mummy stuff at the hospital,

I went over to the airport to send off my ‘neighbour’, wernie , my hengtai, yuwei, and the bestie, ting.

Oh my, that was the hardest goodbyes were indeed said on the 15^th of February.

bye to the neighbour,wernie!

the heng tai, yuwei,

and the hardest to the bestie, ting.

And now,

I lead a mundane life.

Most of my time is preoccupied by work,

And reading ;)

Books are the best company when everything else seems bleak,

A whole new world for me to explore and get lost in,

I haven’t been finding enough time to read as often as I could the past two years,

Now it’s a good time for me to catch up with my old love again :)

By the way,

People, you can all call me out anytime,

Im free and just rotting away ;)

littlest things

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

full moon

i dont feel right or settled.
im not at ease.
IDK why.

love you lately

current obssession :)

so so so sorry for the lack of updates!