one step away from the big 2-0.

and so i turned 19.
had four different celebrations.
i had a rather quiet birthday this year comparatively to previous years.
but special thanks to miss cheah for organizing that surprise celebration by the beach.
and no thanks to mr tannie tan for attending all of the celebrations.











































happy birthday to me once again
=)

and the queen will be celebrating her final teenage year!

a year came and gone in a blink of an eye.
seriously. it felt as if it was yesterday when i celebrated my last birthday.
now im gonna be nineteen in a few hours time.
well i did loads of new things when i was 18.
since i was finally legal,

i entered college,
HELLO SAM, HELLO DISTED.

clubbed,

won a dance competition =.=' (i still cant believed that i actually won it because there was this
hot malay girl who was flashing her panties while she danced.)

made loads and loads of new friends,

broke my own heart,

partied,

surprisingly i managed to stayed out of every drama in college =)

shopped,

studied,

baked cheesecake and gingerbread man for the first time!

went to the library more often than i can ever remember.

went to 'midnight library' more often than i can remember too!

went for road trips,

laughed till i cried,

cried till i laughed,

became prom queen =D

gained myself a few new friends for life! =)

drove over the sea!

sat on a rollercoaster for the very first time! (omg my heart nearly jumped outta me)

became a waitress!

entered a cyber cafe for the first time! (netcity babeh! left4dead is GORY)

and then this year for once i shall be plan-less for my own birthday.

so yea it has been a hell of an amazing journey.
and i thank God for everything!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I LOVE ME!

xoxo

quickie!

so so so sorry for the lack of updates.
i have been busy doing god-knows-what.
but neways i've started working at blue reef!
so stop by to visit me and try the food there aite?


*updates coming up*
REAL SOON

joy rides

and miss angelin finally flew off to nebraska, united states of america.

ahhh. no more boobies-grabbing eh?
you will be missed.
have a safe journey!

*more pics when i finally can get hold of em*

BYE BYE BABILIN!

~*~

had violin again today.
then went off to atc kemayan with mr lee zi hong.

so should i do law?
should i take a levels and waste a year?
or should i just take the risk and enrol myself over at ptpl?

kemayan's fine but it doesnt have the 'college feel' to it.
its gonna be a drastic change from disted to kemayan.

shits im in a big dilemma now =(

after the visit to atc kemayan i had violin again,
then chilled with mr lee again for awhile before ting came over to get me
meet tzouen and to go over to kittyeng's before heading
to the airport to bid our final farewell to miss angelin teh.
haha, i didnt cry this time around =D

after the farewell, the four of us went over to bayan bay to have dinner.
sucky food though.
then we went off to ting's for a while.
it feels so weird to be wearing seatbelt on the rear sit.
=.='

ocha galore

i love my mum!
as soon as i reached home today, mum went 'like this i sayang you la, come home so early.' and the clock shows 12.45am. ahh. i love you mummy!

~*~

so today i woke up as blur as ever. fetch ting from coffee bean after some stuff then we hit the shack and slept for about 4 whole hours before my violin starts and an irritating bugger decided to drop by my shop to annoy the hell out of us =p but we sure did a good job in annoying him back today!

after violin, me and ting fetched the bugger home. then it was off to gurney for some girl time before i went off for dinner and movie with tannie while she went for dinner and movie with zihong. [sorry tannie for making you wait kays? my babe needed me at that time =)] Then tannie and i had sushi king while they had sakae sushi =.=

and then we all met each other in front of gsc and found out that the four of are not sitting together for the movie =(

BEDTIME STORIES was hilarious.

'im like the stink of your feet, i will always be here.'
best line of them all =P

after movie, tannie and i went over to northam for chicken wings. ahh. heavenly.

to you: stop being a 'bambo'. you know what im talking about.

yes i had a good day,
going off to bed with a smile,
nothing beats good company and green tea!

p/s: i know im not the only one who had fun today. =p

viva forever

its a rather short day,
time seem to flew by today.
had like few classes of violin.
in between classes, zihong dropped by.
and then tzouen and tingen came as well.
we were all crapping for about two hours while waiting for ting to finish working.
then we all went separate ways.
tzouen and tingen went shopping at queens
zihong went over to his friend's
while i went over to ting's get a quick shower and get ready for angelin's farewell.
then i had another class of violin and off we go to gurney to check out some stuff.
then me and ting rushed over to angelin's for the party.
ahhh...
that girl is finally flying off to US on monday!
bye babilin!
im gonna miss you much!

i've been saying goodbye to too many loved ones already.
my tears have been dried up d!
everyone is leaving me!!!!!

bye mab!
bye my kiddo, jy!
bye joshikins and tracykins!
bye sukmin!
bye babilin!
bye kamz!
bye karmun!

omg!!!
i hate goodbyes!
im missing you guys already!

*runs away and hide beneath my comforter to cry my eyeballs out*

onto a new page

31st december 2008

new years eve was fine.
not exactly the bomb,
but nevertheless, i had fun =)
once again, i was plan-less.
had a violin class,
then fetched tingen to my house,
we finally soaked in the jacuzzi albeit the unpredictable weather,
but then i decided to attend zihong's very 'private and exclusive' bbq dinner.
[notice the word 'private'.]
LOLS.
wanna know why it was private?
cause it was only me, tingen, family friends and his family =.=

so whole night me and tingen was barbequeing.
we are like the best guests ever.
ahhh so i ended 2008 as a maid (without the very cute and kinky black and white uniform =( )

then zihong, tingen and i head over to upr.
sad, i did my countdown in the car =(
everyone else was at upr.
so we had fun club hopping from mois to fame then to mois, then djoint to mois to soi 11 XD
was talking to tannie in between clubs =)
then after that we head over to subaidah with jac and carmen for the much needed ice lemon tea. ahh.

due to some change of plans,
the three of us ended up at zihong's while waiting to catch the first sunrise of 2009.
oh wells, at least that was what we were supposed to do =.=
but nope, nothing went according to plans.
ahhh
went home in the morning with what i think a broken nose (.
i spent the first day of 2009 sleeping, eating, yakking on the phone, reading and repeats the whole cycle again.
very the happening, no?


2nd january 2009

violin as usual.
then head over to karmun's with yuhting. met jack there.
karmun, i'm gonna miss you when you go back to kl!

at about 2am, miss cheah su ting which just came back from singapore came over to my place to surprise me and use the toilet. lol.
so yea i have zihong and ting over till wee hours of the morning.
i can really kill someone for causing me to lose so much sleep this few days.
aiks.
but yes welcome home,babe!

3rd january 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE GOH!!!!











meeting you was a chance,
being friends was a choice,
im glad to have found you in my life,
you will always be one of those that i truly treasure.
thanks for everything mab my babe!
happy sweet 19th!
will make it up to you!

babe, i tried my best to get hold of you but to no avail.
so i shall do your birthday shoutout here!!!
faster come back from UK!
much love,
ME!

blink 182 times a day to dry up your tears

and this has been stuck in my head for a lil while.

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)

bye bye 2008!

hello 2009!
*winks*