food for the soul

im not alone

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Lyrics | Owl City lyrics - Vanilla Twilight lyrics

special toast to randomness

just simply because
we are random, fun-loving young girls
who would jump to ditch our books
at the very first chance that came by.

=)

~cheers~

in the world of asses

hahahaha ASS
never ajak me out punya ass

cause itu ass is busy
ask her go upr. she at qe2
ask her supper at kapitan. she at birdshit

simply because we are both such asses to each other.
hugs.
=)

mel's 20th.

last friday,
it was QE2 for melvyn's belated birthday bash
admist all the rain and floods!

happy bitches vaining in the dark while waiting for electricity to be re-connected back after a short circuit at QE11.


fcuk arthur because 'he' was being an annoying arse whole night long.
*inside joke*
=p

yays! someone's back again =)


happy birthday mel!


before birthday boy KO


how can he not KO after 3 bottles and 2 towers?


KO-ed birthday boy


iBreak.

even bad luck cant do justice

a few changes taking place right now,
currently i am car-less as i was involved in a 4-cars-chain-reaction-accident on Saturday afternoon,
a reckless driver behind me couldn't brake in time so he hit me, i hit the person in front and the person in front hit the person in front.
=(
no photos because the poor me who was driving alone was too shocked to do anything.
all i did was to jump out of my car and stood there in the rain.
then went into the car and sat and stare at the damage.
then got out and stood in the rain when all the other drivers started to get out.
then then jump out again.
and then entered the car again to take an umbrella because it was raining cats and dogs.
I was really in a daze. dont know what to do. then only it occur to me to find my handphone to call mum.
guess i was really lucky to have escaped with just a bruise and some scratches.
=(

then today my super-smart mum decided to rent our house away to this expatriate from Madrid eventhough the deal with the new house have NOT fall through yet.
and oh we gotta move out by next saturday.
*boohoo*.
ahhh. i have the world's most impulsive mum ever

.

current status: car-less + house-less
current mood: pissed at the whole world

i like where we are,
when we drive, in your car
i like where we are...here

well you are the one the one that lies close to me
whisper's hello i miss you quite terribly
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.

Wandering through starry skies
And when tomorrow's day arrives
I'll be a moment closer to the
Brightest Hour here with you

One step closer, getting brighter
One step closer, getting brighter.

I

havent had such a hectic day ever since.....
oh wait, i cant even remember when!
=)

its gonna be all about ME now,
nothing else matters,
thank you for giving me that wake up call,
for reminding me that i cannot trust nobody but me,
especially not you.
;)

loves mum

after violin today,
i rushed home to get dress and all.
put on my new dress, make-up and new handbag,
had been uber-excited for the past week,
because i've got a date tonight!
with THE mummy
=)
she is bringing me to Rasa Sayang for the buffet dinner
*maddy hearts mummy*
queen of my heart!

met darren and gladys there.
HELLOS!


im so bloated now.
thats the whole problem with buffet.
you cant help it but to stuff yourself
=(
tummy's so huge now.
i rather be pregnant than fat kays!
fcuks, i know i sound so bimbotic now.
so after the buffet,
we went for a midnight walk instead of midnight run because we were too full.
n shits,
i still feel so frigging fat.
=(

p/s- tummy and boobs please be smaller and back to normal size by tomorrow!

you make them good girls gone bad

Happenings last week,

UPR
Coffee Island
QE11
BBQ party




my babeh, the junior prom queen.

girls just wanna have fun
;)

may may, i miss you.

we need to get a life.

the two babe-bitches who are capable to make me go bad
by kidnapping me,
throwing me a dress and make up kit,
then dragged me to club.

imma gonna miss your donkey laughter, miss bitch!
have fun in ur lil not-so-secret trip
and indian-land.
BE STRONG!

*hugs and kisses*

retail therapy

how can love ever beat the rush of adrenaline when a woman gets when she pampers herself with new things and the discovery of the word SALES during a shopping spree?

lol.
retail therapy works everytime.
=)

toddles!

I will not be bullied.

I had the 'GREATEST' day in my life today.
disasters starts at approximately 2am when a fcuking ex-boyfriend-or-boyfriend-or-soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend of my babe nearly shoved his fist into my face TWICE while all i ever did was stand and sit; once in mois, another time outside mois.
how can a guy with REAL dick and balls ever raise his hand at a girl?
especially when i did not even cross path with him let alone step on his toe that night.

then Digi decided to be a bitch this morning,
every Digi user felt like throwing their handphones away.

while driving to college, it was raining cats and dogs and cows and sheeps,
a gigantic tree was struck down a few cars ahead of mine along the winding road,
was so bloody scared.

and then after tutorials ended,
my car battery decided to quit on me.

How 'awesome' can this day get?

i did not do anything wrong.
i didnt start any fire.
stop asking me to runaway.
stop pushing me away.
i shall stand because i did nothing wrong.
so stop harrasing me you freak of nature.
touch me and i swear on your mother's grave that i will fcuking kill you and i mean it.
and im disappointed in you.

life is a series of hellos&goodbyes

thursday 20.08.09

carmen left to new york.

friday 21.08.09

mable left to japan.

saturday 22.08.09

arthur went back to nebraska.

sunday 23.08.09

miss soo li ying went back to moscow.

i think i just ran out of tears
=(
can i marry a pilot that can fly me all over the globe to meet up with my dearest ones whenever i feel like it?
=(
time for an ice-cream!

madelliscious says:
thats why people always leave

Ansel says:
ehehe BUT they always come back

till we meet again,
hugs and kisses
especially to those MIA in our lil island.

coming soon...

let the past stays IN the past

Yesterday,
I revisited a 'not-so-pretty' side of my past.
THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO FORCED TO TAKE A WALK DOWN THAT DUSTY PART OF MEMORY LANE.
it wasn't necessarry.
hmph.
glad I did it anyhow?
And woots I am so proud of current myself.
<3

last sunday with carmen

Had a very sad and mundane Friday and Saturday,

Thought my weekend was spoilt thanks to violin and college,

Oh well, then things took an unexpected twist on the Sunday ;)

After violin-ing non-stop from 10.00am-6.30pm,

I had family dinner, then its time to chill with Christ,

Metrocafe was her choice.

Censored words of the night: YELLOW. 75. boyfriend.

Theme song of the night: Every emo song from the nineties.

[Seriously, everywhere I went they were busy playing emo songs, from metrocafe, to bed and winehouse. Jeez. Nothing happify at all. The closest thing to an upbeat song was ‘Beat It’ by Michael Jackson .]

Then dropped Christ and Alyn home,

Terence followed me to Bed to chill with Carmen,

After Bed, the three of us head over to Winehouse for drinking session.

Jin hui joined us.

3 buckets 4 people 1.5hours.

Ahhh.

I am never good at drinking.

Of hand sanitizers, TOILET ROLL, old flame and beer.

Stupid silly games and number 9 seemed to love me =.=’

Despite all that, it was pretty fun,

Babe I am gonna miss you much.

And it was good to see you again, ter ;)

midnight blues

This lack of sleep and the monthly red flow is making maddy a grumpy and unhappy kid :(

Lunch with the ex-cglians,
Stuffed my brains with law and constitutions for about 5 hours?
Violin,
Dinner and grocery shopping with the mummy.


chill out with the babe
Club with the babe and the boy-bestie
Meet up with the person leaving tomorrow
Supper with babeh

What ever the hell is wrong with me?
I’ve been too low-key and I actually liked it.
I need some sugar and spice ;)

And happy sweet 19th birthday miss ng karmun,
my silly bun who loves to MEOW me :)
I really wish i could be at the mtv world stage with you,
Thanks for the ticket, ride and free bed for me to bunk in
but fcuk my college and Saturdays classes.
As what my new college-mate said ‘missing a concert is a SIN’,
therefore so sorry God,
I just sinned :(





Some things never changed,
I have been doing loads of catching up and lil reunions with the old school mates,
And some things just never changed,
I know I can always depend on you to keep me rooted on the ground.


i need you to keep me sane.


till we meet again.




And to the other you,
thanks for tonight,
for making me feel like there was never a gap,
I guess that’s just the way how we will always work.
~Toodles~

its over and done.

summer.clubs.tequilas.beers.dates.flings.wednesdays with szewei. sand. goodbyes. sushi. g-spot. jazz. ex-cglians. baking cupcakes. cookout. netcity. one jug one tower 3 girls one hour. catching up with my two babes. russian babe. muruku. black fried chicken,spagetti,rojak and jelly. uncontrollable laughter. duo. digging of SUPER OLD stories that made me nearly died of embarrassment. karmun's silly gibberish sound that she makes when she is frustrated. laksa. old times. law. new college. misery. toned-down-me. hermit. old self. cookout. torch. beer and burger. new friends found. bearable college. pent up memories of last summer. changed things; changed views.

new me.
new you.

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh the more I write song to you
I'm fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

fell in love without you

Lyrics | Motion City Soundtrack lyrics - Fell In Love Without You lyrics

PARTY BABEH!

Back in june,
when i was still rotting, working at blue reef and violin-ing,
i also partied nearly every week?
sometimes twice or thrice per week?
=D

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN.