The stars are holding you tonight

Dia

2010-08-04T02:40:00.001+08:00

hellos world

2010-05-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

i'll never be the same if we ever meet again

and i've been getting the bimbo feeling quite alot these days.

btw, exams over ;)
now all i need is to wait for everyone to be home,
and then i will be back to my usual mode ;)))

side note,
reading this blog makes me smile as i reminisce about all the memories,
n guess what,
i realized that i have changed again
been out with myself and the world for the past 3 months.
now its time to pamper myself,
n work towards my goal ;)))
no surprises huh?
people change all the same,
life's never stagnant.

and they say the one who laughed loudest,cried the hardest too

2010-01-25T00:01:00.001+08:00

stop torturing yourself.
can you even spell the word
F-O-O-L.

food for the soul

2009-12-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

im not alone

2009-10-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Lyrics | Owl City lyrics - Vanilla Twilight lyrics

special toast to randomness

2009-10-09T00:26:00.004+08:00

just simply because
we are random, fun-loving young girls
who would jump to ditch our books
at the very first chance that came by.

=)

~cheers~

in the world of asses

2009-09-23T00:53:00.004+08:00

hahahaha ASS
never ajak me out punya ass

cause itu ass is busy
ask her go upr. she at qe2
ask her supper at kapitan. she at birdshit

simply because we are both such asses to each other.
hugs.
=)

mel's 20th.

2009-09-21T03:38:00.003+08:00

last friday,
it was QE2 for melvyn's belated birthday bash
admist all the rain and floods!

happy bitches vaining in the dark while waiting for electricity to be re-connected back after a short circuit at QE11.

fcuk arthur because 'he' was being an annoying arse whole night long.
*inside joke*
=p

yays! someone's back again =)

happy birthday mel!

before birthday boy KO

how can he not KO after 3 bottles and 2 towers?

KO-ed birthday boy

iBreak.

even bad luck cant do justice

2009-09-21T02:48:00.004+08:00

a few changes taking place right now,
currently i am car-less as i was involved in a 4-cars-chain-reaction-accident on Saturday afternoon,
a reckless driver behind me couldn't brake in time so he hit me, i hit the person in front and the person in front hit the person in front.
=(
no photos because the poor me who was driving alone was too shocked to do anything.
all i did was to jump out of my car and stood there in the rain.
then went into the car and sat and stare at the damage.
then got out and stood in the rain when all the other drivers started to get out.
then then jump out again.
and then entered the car again to take an umbrella because it was raining cats and dogs.
I was really in a daze. dont know what to do. then only it occur to me to find my handphone to call mum.
guess i was really lucky to have escaped with just a bruise and some scratches.
=(

then today my super-smart mum decided to rent our house away to this expatriate from Madrid eventhough the deal with the new house have NOT fall through yet.
and oh we gotta move out by next saturday.
*boohoo*.
ahhh. i have the world's most impulsive mum ever

current status: car-less + house-less
current mood: pissed at the whole world

2009-09-17T03:48:00.002+08:00

i like where we are,
when we drive, in your car
i like where we are...here

well you are the one the one that lies close to me
whisper's hello i miss you quite terribly
i fell in love, in love with you suddenly
now there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.

Wandering through starry skies
And when tomorrow's day arrives
I'll be a moment closer to the
Brightest Hour here with you

One step closer, getting brighter
One step closer, getting brighter.

I

2009-09-13T04:18:00.002+08:00

havent had such a hectic day ever since.....
oh wait, i cant even remember when!
=)

its gonna be all about ME now,
nothing else matters,
thank you for giving me that wake up call,
for reminding me that i cannot trust nobody but me,
especially not you.
;)

loves mum

2009-09-09T02:39:00.003+08:00

after violin today,
i rushed home to get dress and all.
put on my new dress, make-up and new handbag,
had been uber-excited for the past week,
because i've got a date tonight!
with THE mummy
=)
she is bringing me to Rasa Sayang for the buffet dinner
*maddy hearts mummy*
queen of my heart!

met darren and gladys there.
HELLOS!

im so bloated now.
thats the whole problem with buffet.
you cant help it but to stuff yourself
=(
tummy's so huge now.
i rather be pregnant than fat kays!
fcuks, i know i sound so bimbotic now.
so after the buffet,
we went for a midnight walk instead of midnight run because we were too full.
n shits,
i still feel so frigging fat.
=(

p/s- tummy and boobs please be smaller and back to normal size by tomorrow!

you make them good girls gone bad

2009-09-04T04:18:00.004+08:00

Happenings last week,

UPR
Coffee Island
QE11
BBQ party

my babeh, the junior prom queen.

girls just wanna have fun
;)

may may, i miss you.

we need to get a life.

the two babe-bitches who are capable to make me go bad
by kidnapping me,
throwing me a dress and make up kit,
then dragged me to club.

imma gonna miss your donkey laughter, miss bitch!
have fun in ur lil not-so-secret trip
and indian-land.
BE STRONG!

*hugs and kisses*

retail therapy

2009-09-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

how can love ever beat the rush of adrenaline when a woman gets when she pampers herself with new things and the discovery of the word SALES during a shopping spree?

lol.
retail therapy works everytime.
=)

toddles!

I will not be bullied.

2009-08-27T19:11:00.002+08:00

I had the 'GREATEST' day in my life today.
disasters starts at approximately 2am when a fcuking ex-boyfriend-or-boyfriend-or-soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend of my babe nearly shoved his fist into my face TWICE while all i ever did was stand and sit; once in mois, another time outside mois.
how can a guy with REAL dick and balls ever raise his hand at a girl?
especially when i did not even cross path with him let alone step on his toe that night.

then Digi decided to be a bitch this morning,
every Digi user felt like throwing their handphones away.

while driving to college, it was raining cats and dogs and cows and sheeps,
a gigantic tree was struck down a few cars ahead of mine along the winding road,
was so bloody scared.

and then after tutorials ended,
my car battery decided to quit on me.

How 'awesome' can this day get?

i did not do anything wrong.
i didnt start any fire.
stop asking me to runaway.
stop pushing me away.
i shall stand because i did nothing wrong.
so stop harrasing me you freak of nature.
touch me and i swear on your mother's grave that i will fcuking kill you and i mean it.
and im disappointed in you.

life is a series of hellos&goodbyes

2009-08-24T01:43:00.003+08:00

thursday 20.08.09

carmen left to new york.

friday 21.08.09

mable left to japan.

saturday 22.08.09

arthur went back to nebraska.

sunday 23.08.09

miss soo li ying went back to moscow.

i think i just ran out of tears
=(
can i marry a pilot that can fly me all over the globe to meet up with my dearest ones  whenever i feel like it?
=(
time for an ice-cream!

madelliscious says:
thats why people always leave

Ansel says:
ehehe BUT they always come back

till we meet again,
hugs and kisses
especially to those MIA in our lil island.

coming soon...

2009-08-22T04:06:00.001+08:00

let the past stays IN the past

2009-08-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,
I revisited a 'not-so-pretty' side of my past.
THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO FORCED TO TAKE A WALK DOWN THAT DUSTY PART OF MEMORY LANE.
it wasn't necessarry.
hmph.
glad I did it anyhow?
And woots I am so proud of current myself.
<3

last sunday with carmen

2009-08-18T02:22:00.001+08:00

Had a very sad and mundane Friday and Saturday,

Thought my weekend was spoilt thanks to violin and college,

Oh well, then things took an unexpected twist on the Sunday ;)

After violin-ing non-stop from 10.00am-6.30pm,

I had family dinner, then its time to chill with Christ,

Metrocafe was her choice.

Censored words of the night: YELLOW. 75. boyfriend.

Theme song of the night: Every emo song from the nineties.

[Seriously, everywhere I went they were busy playing emo songs, from metrocafe, to bed and winehouse. Jeez. Nothing happify at all. The closest thing to an upbeat song was ‘Beat It’ by Michael Jackson .]

Then dropped Christ and Alyn home,

Terence followed me to Bed to chill with Carmen,

After Bed, the three of us head over to Winehouse for drinking session.

Jin hui joined us.

3 buckets 4 people 1.5hours.

Ahhh.

I am never good at drinking.

Of hand sanitizers, TOILET ROLL, old flame and beer.

Stupid silly games and number 9 seemed to love me =.=’

Despite all that, it was pretty fun,

Babe I am gonna miss you much.

And it was good to see you again, ter ;)

midnight blues

2009-08-16T01:42:00.007+08:00

This lack of sleep and the monthly red flow is making maddy a grumpy and unhappy kid :(

Lunch with the ex-cglians,
Stuffed my brains with law and constitutions for about 5 hours?
Violin,
Dinner and grocery shopping with the mummy.

chill out with the babe
Club with the babe and the boy-bestie
Meet up with the person leaving tomorrow
Supper with babeh

What ever the hell is wrong with me?
I’ve been too low-key and I actually liked it.
I need some sugar and spice ;)

And happy sweet 19th birthday miss ng karmun,
my silly bun who loves to MEOW me :)
I really wish i could be at the mtv world stage with you,
Thanks for the ticket, ride and free bed for me to bunk in
but fcuk my college and Saturdays classes.
As what my new college-mate said ‘missing a concert is a SIN’,
therefore so sorry God,
I just sinned :(

Some things never changed,
I have been doing loads of catching up and lil reunions with the old school mates,
And some things just never changed,
I know I can always depend on you to keep me rooted on the ground.

i need you to keep me sane.

till we meet again.

And to the other you,
thanks for tonight,
for making me feel like there was never a gap,
I guess that’s just the way how we will always work.
~Toodles~

its over and done.

2009-08-14T02:13:00.009+08:00

summer.clubs.tequilas.beers.dates.flings.wednesdays with szewei. sand. goodbyes. sushi. g-spot. jazz. ex-cglians. baking cupcakes. cookout. netcity. one jug one tower 3 girls one hour. catching up with my two babes. russian babe. muruku. black fried chicken,spagetti,rojak and jelly. uncontrollable laughter. duo. digging of SUPER OLD stories that made me nearly died of embarrassment. karmun's silly gibberish sound that she makes when she is frustrated. laksa. old times. law. new college. misery. toned-down-me. hermit. old self. cookout. torch. beer and burger. new friends found. bearable college. pent up memories of last summer. changed things; changed views.

new me.
new you.

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

I can't conceal
This way I feel
For all the times we spend together
Forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I stand by you
If you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
Cause I believe it
It's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Ooh the more I write song to you
I'm fall in love with everything you do

Oooh..

Seem what I'm try to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed
It's not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it..it's better

fell in love without you

2009-08-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

Lyrics | Motion City Soundtrack lyrics - Fell In Love Without You lyrics

PARTY BABEH!

2009-07-29T05:43:00.004+08:00

Back in june,
when i was still rotting, working at blue reef and violin-ing,
i also partied nearly every week?
sometimes twice or thrice per week?
=D

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN.

random outings in june =)

2009-07-29T05:11:00.003+08:00

2009-07-24T05:13:00.002+08:00

party mode: off

nerd mode : ON

i am finally starting law at atc kemayan this coming saturday,
so its time to keep the party hat and dancing shoes in the closet,
far far away from my hands,
to stop tempting me,
BOOKS and LECTURE NOTES shall be my companion now.
=(

nobody

2009-07-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

makes me feel like putting on my dancing shoes when i actually need an ice cream now.

back.

2009-07-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

just came back from kay-elle.

will do a photo-essay of trip and what i was up to lately because i realized that my blog has been lacking of pictures.

lol.
sorry i was too busy and lazy!

sayonara

2009-07-16T04:03:00.002+08:00

goodbyes are never easy
=(

bye calby,
bye miku,
bye bestie babe!

on a lighter note, im heading to KL for Manchester United match afterall.
=D

if that boy dont love you by now

2009-07-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

ponder?

2009-07-11T03:28:00.003+08:00

tonight's a bad night,
so lets just call it a night,
its time to hit the sack.

last day of waitressing at blue reef.girl.phone.time.farewell.rain.bond.boy.

spontaneous

2009-07-11T03:25:00.003+08:00

*smiles mischieviously*

yesterday i helped to de-cinderellized miss ong ee lynn

*beams with pride*

baskin please?

2009-07-04T02:29:00.002+08:00

i shall agree to disagree.

time to happify myself again.
lalala
*bounces off to find ice-cream*

a midsummers dream

2009-06-29T03:04:00.001+08:00

Fcuks,

I feel the pressure,

Its REAL silly,

But yeah I definitely am feeling the pressure,

Because I am the only one left,

I am alone,

That’s why I am bothered.

And that dream that I had last night,

Its more like a nightmare though its without the usual zombies, flying knives and blood-baths.

Words have always affected me,

I believe in the power of words,

To me, words speaks the same volume as actions,

Therefore I am very disturbed now.

I should really get a grip and stop torturing myself?

Its just a small deal anyways,

I have never minded it,

So why am I feeling this way?

On a different note,

I love mid-years,

I love summer,

That’s the time when everybody comes back from everywhere!

So far,

The hengtai,

The neighbour,

The birdmouth,

The long lost twin sis,

The sepet eyes,

And smart-ass bestie,

The bestie babe

Had came back to this lil island

and made my life just a tad more colourful ;)

To the old friends,

Some things never change :)

And to the new peeps,

Its truly my pleasure to be have crossed path with you ;)

thank you for the music

2009-06-27T04:53:00.003+08:00

the world has just lost another maestro in music,
the King of Pop had passed away this morning,
there is no words that is able to describe my words now,
his songs has always played a part in my life,
so many little memories,
i'd really like to write a longer tribute to Michael Jackson,
a very charitable man despite all the scandals that surrounded him,
thank you for the music and rest in peace.
amen.

its 5am now,
will write a longer post soon,
transformers didnt really cheer me up,
but thanks for the company.

written in the stars

2009-06-17T02:41:00.002+08:00

Today I crossed path with fated accidental coincidence.

2009-06-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

party mode : ON

=D

HAPPIEST DAY

2009-06-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

today is the happiest day of the week for me!
i, miss madeline khaw, is no longer future-less,
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

THANK YOU GOD FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS

=)

on a lighter note,
its the hook up season =)

he targets her,
she has a crush on him,
she likes him,
he likes her,
he is in love with her,
she loves him,
he is with her,
she is with him.

love is in the air.
so stupid cupid please shoot me.

Paparazzi

2009-05-27T00:51:00.003+08:00

1. Please entitle your post 'Paparazzi' or something of the like.
2. Follow the 'Pictures of ..... ' as closely as possible. Be creative. No photoshop-ing. If you cannot find a picture for one of the descriptions, scratch it off and replace it with something else.
3. Tag whoever you want to see look funny.

Picture of me looking down

Picture of me with my mouth open

Picture of me with my mouth closed

Picture of me holding in fart

Pictures of me hugging someone

oh well he is my boyf. though he is not technically a someone but a something,
so there, another picture of me hugging someone!
=)

Picture of me acting rocker-ish

Picture of me doing something I shouldn't

Picture of me looking like a princess

Picture of me looking like an ape

Picture of me looking like a noob

*spot me*

Picture of me looking disgusted

And i tag :

ting, mable, wenlin, may, anna, jocelyn, jolene, vanitha, yihning, ongee lynn, deeps, flo, pengchooi, karmun, yuhting,

and whoever that feels like showing how stupid they look at times to the world

=)

my day

2009-05-26T01:20:00.001+08:00

i didn't have the best weekend,

but

i love today =)

*smiles*

2009-05-18T02:23:00.001+08:00

I can't remember when
You looked at me and cried,
said something broke inside
of you
Well my best friend
whatever come our way,
you'll know I'm your girl til the end

Will it finally go away,
and will you look for me one day
When you let love down
Oh, you let love down
I don't have to remind you
but you know that I'm around
When you let love down,
Oh, you let me down
Gotta let love down,
let it down.

I can't remember when
You put your hand on mine,
but couldn't play in time
when we,
well we're not together,
just sing our little song
bearing kisses forever

You won't finally go away
I know you'll look for me one day
It's so sad,
When you let love down
Oh, you let love down
I don't have to remind you
but you know I'm around
When you let love down
Oh, you let me down
Gotta let love down,
oh, let it down

Don't let me down,
Oh, don't let me down

When you let love down
Oh, you let love down
I don't have to remind you
but you know that I'm around
When you let love down,
Oh, you let me down

greatest woman in the world

2009-05-18T00:28:00.003+08:00

After a long session at the gym just now, I took a long walk around my pool area just to breath in some fresh air and to clear my head. While walking and talking on the phone, I couldn't help but overheard a little girl,she must have been about 2 years old, she was skype-ing with her dad. She was so cute, waving to her daddy at the little laptop screen, and was telling her dad 'Dy-dy, i sit air-air (chair)'. It reminded me so much of myself, how I used to double my words. air-conditioner was pronounced as 'con-con', porridge was 'moi-moi' and my favourite soft toy was 'duck-duck' which is still on my bedside now.

However, what touches my heart most was the tone used by the father when he was webcam-ing with his adorable daughter, so gentle, so kind. I guess I will always miss having a father's touch in my life, but I would like to thank my MUM for being the daddy and the mummy. Besides mum, I thank God to supply me with a host of angels in my life. The endless list of babysitters and mum's friends took really good care of me. I was treated like one of their own in my babysitters' family. I am lucky to have so many 'mothers' and 'older siblings'. I am glad that I had a happy childhood despite having a family that only consist of two people.

To my dearest mummy,
THANK YOU FOR
bringing me to this world,
making that decision,
standing next to me,
putting me up on a pedestal to see the world,
trusting me,
being my best friend,
being my bimbo,
pushing me when you know I needed it,
being my inspiration so that i will achieve my aspiration,
teaching me to stand on my own two feet and fend for myself,
believing in me,
nagging me,
allowing me to be your best friend,
and most of all,
for loving me from the bottom of your heart.
I know I may not be the perfect daughter,
but I promise try my best,
I know we have our share of endless arguements over nothing,
but I guess that is just the way we are,
sorry for all of my wrongdoings,
I love you mummy,
though you will never read this,
all I wanna say is,
Happy belated Mother's day!

p/s-sorry for not being able to treat you and grandma on the real day because I ended up in the hospital,
but I am happy we had fun today at the buffet in bayview beach.

2009-05-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

f i x m e .

in the midst

2009-05-16T03:53:00.002+08:00

in the midst of finding myself,
have i lost myself?
things that didn't seem to mean thing to the old me,
suddenly has so much weighed so much.
i have been looking at the world through my eyes for too long,
i need the old me back,
to keep my feet firmly on the ground.

why was i sick?

2009-05-15T02:10:00.005+08:00

it was due to,

on 31st of april till 1st of may,

and loads of other 'not-so-suitable to be posted pictures' of the countless dares that includes loads of shaving,
pee-ing,
puking,
licking,
sucking
and
eating frigging money plant leaves =D

Happy 19th mr shaun jin,
i know you had a blast!

and no you are still not forgiven!

and then 1st of may
also known as DETOX day,

lok lok with the peeps,

then it was sunset bistro to chill,

and supposedly to be last movie marathon routine at my place with tzouen,
but then it ended up to be
laughter,
talks,
magic
and playing cards at my house with just tzouen, chuckie, colin and yee ming.
=)

Then 2nd of May,

which was a day of gatherings and party =D

first it was ex-cgl-ians gathering at gurney with the all the very lovely girls,
who have not sat together on a table since high school?
=)

first we went to nandos,
and then it was chillis!

left the lil gathering at 9ish to head over to may's

to get ready for mr tan tzou en's farewell party,

FAME

the boys' favourite place when we club in a big group of 30plus people.

♥

my babes

then it was mois for the closing
=p

and subaidah for supper
=D

words of the day: blue black, chao geng geng, phua chu kang boots

come the 5th of may,

the day i had to send the boy-bestie to melbourne for him to pursue his 'dreams'.

a lil momento =)

dejavu,
something that bonded us years ago happened again at the airport,
it was chungkhye's fault this time
=.='

and those bloody boys actually betted if i would cry a bucket when he flys,
not a single teardrop at the airport,
im so proud of myself.
=)

its another story back at home =(

goodbyes are hard to say,
so this is just a temporary AWOL,
i will be glad that there is one less bugger left in penang to piss me off,
but i realized i actually missed your constants harrassments,
endless supply of lame jokes,
free 'bumpy' rides,
arguements,
'whatevers'
stupidity
randomness
and most of all,
your moronic presence which will never fail to make me laugh.

~Thanks for all the memories!~

muacks!

♥

2009-05-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

'If he is not the Prince Charming you've been waiting for,
don't be the Sleeping Beauty to wait for him,
be the Mulan to fight for yourself
and the Cinderella to take his breath away and run'
♥
~by miss lim yih ning~

2009-05-13T03:16:00.002+08:00

im back =)

from the week long hiatus.

due to being hospitalized after partying abit too hard ;)

2009-05-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

im gonna miss you.
:(

two of my all time fav =)

2009-05-01T03:46:00.002+08:00

2009-04-30T01:19:00.001+08:00

hell has no fury like a woman scorned.

oh well in this case,
womEn.

count yourself lucky.

expect the unexpected

2009-04-27T03:47:00.004+08:00

i had another lovely weekend again =D

friday was rather quiet,
i was working at blue reef till 3pm and then it was violin till 8pm.
after violin, i met up with szewei and vonn,
i finally tasted the famous tomyam of ayer itam =)
its okay nee la,
im still on my quest to find the BEST tomyam!
and oh it was a quiet friday night for the three of us,
no one is painting the town red tonight.

saturday was eventful =D
i had violin from morning till afternoon,
then karmun and i head over to PFS sports day to support yuhting!
met loads of ex-cglians,
its good to see you girls again,
by 5pm i left pfs to have dinner with grams,
then accompanied grams for grocery shopping and dessert too.
by 10pm it was QE11 for hennessy artistry party 2009!

that was a BLAST!
yay! free flow of drinks =)

*more pics coming up*

after the hennessy party, i was too tired to join the others at mois again.
so it was home sweet home for me by 3am?
then it was time to catch up with ting =)

sunday was violin early in the morning,
then the three of us,
tzouen, tingen and i finally hangout just the three of us once again
~just like old times~
=)
so we went over to prangin for shoe shopping,
and for tzouen to buy his 'secret ingredient',
we girls bought 5 shoes in total,
2 for me,
3 for tingen,
YAYS!
i still want those colourful flats!!!
then went home for dinner,
and met up with carmen at gurney,
we were supposed to watch edison chen's latest movie,
but shits the cinema was closed by the time we reached =(
so we went over to crepe cottage to meet up with tingen and joel,
loads of stories were swept across the table,
with joel lost most of the time,
then it was off to seawind to chill =)
*hellos tannie!*
at about 1ish, carmen's friend, jason, dropped by,
and then the boys just will not quit talking about cars =.='

ahhh.
so conclusion is,
i had fun this weekend! =D

tweety

2009-04-24T04:15:00.003+08:00

"Tweety Bird" is 60 years Old This Week!

heart filled with question marks

2009-04-24T03:12:00.003+08:00

finally i went out with tut tut en =)
tzouen, colin, mable and i went over to ananda for dinner,
in the journey to ananda i was very well entertained by tzouen,
whole time he was driving and performing magic tricks!
he was pulling out flowers from the air for me
and making hearts and showed me a few card tricks
whee, so fun =D
had a good laugh the whole time.
and javen joined us after dinner just to chill.

then mable dropped me at blue reef,
hello allyssa and daniella,
yups allyssa's back!
and it was off to gurney with blue reefians.
this time,we watched MALL COP

its a retardedly funny movie =D
not a very nice show tho,
just okay nee.

after movie,
may, swen, christopher and i went over to jamal's for supper,
dropped by netcity to say hello to carmen,deric,daryl,tingen and joel.
then shits i accidently spilled the my 'teh ice' while gossiping to may about what happened in jamal the last time =.=

karma, babe, KARMA ;)

i have the cutest pair of bosses ever.
LOL.

Every time I had hoped
It turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad

rapuntzel no more

2009-04-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

oh wheee on monday maddy cut her hair again!
this time she did it with anna and may =)
i cut like 10cm of my hair.
im abit sad la but nah no worries hair will grow.
teehees
so yea its bye bye to rapuntzel hair, hellos shoulder length!
*cannot cover boobies ady wor*
=(
i miss my long straight silky hair!

may is so vain =D

after the hair cut, we went to northam beach cafe again for tomyam
*yummy*
we love tomyam!

ours!

met up with yuhting and karmun there.
after northam, i went to coffee island with yuhting and karmun.
then it was home sweet home =)

tuesday came and went,
it was violin and then i was supposed to go out with the bird-face but then he ppk!
arse la u tte, i could've .......
ISHHHH

p/s: have fun in malacca, szewei! miss me kays!

and today,
my, i am a very hardworking girl today =)
i was early for work at blue reef,
then i played badminton for two hours straight :)
after that it was roti bakar with the two bosses
and as soon as i reached home i hit the gym for another hour of full workout session ;)
what has gotten into me rite?
i have no idea.
now my whole body aches like crazy =(
pfft, im getting old.
n hmmm should i club tonight?

there he goes

2009-04-21T03:14:00.004+08:00

There he goes

There he goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There he goes
There he goes again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There he goes
There he goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There he goes
There he goes again
He calls my name,
Pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There he goes
There he goes again
Chasing down my lane
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There he goes
There he goes
There he goes

hello awkward silence goodbye

2009-04-20T01:38:00.010+08:00

another lovely weekend came and gone,
was working at blue reef then violin whole night long till 10pm.
went home and cooked myself a packet of maggie mee as my dinner,
sad i noe =(
then finally decided to drag myself to meet colin, shaun jin, vonn, lingyi and jon at alan burger.
yups miss 501 was back for the weekend =)
and me n vonn was busy running away from the policemen because we parked at the yellow-lined spaces.
LOL.
n HELLO FABIAN.

after alan burger,
i went over to elaine's to pass her some stuff for ting,
we ended up talking along the road for a long time?
teehees
and omg when i was driving home there was like 1000 mat rempits along the winding road.
i was driving so cautiously and screaming in all alone.
wernie, come home and then we can scream together while we head home after late night supper or outing!

was having violin saturday afternoon as well,
then it was dinner with mum,
after the early dinner with mum it was northam cafe with ONGEE lynn, deeps, calby and joshikins =)

met raymond, ning and karyn!
HELLOS to the new love birds!
yay! all of them are back in penang and we all get to catch up!
then i managed to brainwashed all of them with the exception of lynn to club with me! =)
double yays since i had to club because right after miss carmen teoh's finals she msged a ' clubs 2nite attendance compulsory babes..' and christ and tzouen and the boys are finally clubbing as well after a hiatus of 3 months? =D

whee,
so while everyone went home to change and get ready to party for the night,
i went over to elaine's again to catch up with her,
it was like a mini-party over there because colin, yeeming, chuckie, lst, yeong khang and mable were all there =)
and elaine served us this mega ultra heavenly chocolate cheese cake which i was tryin so hard to not look at but later on succumbed to the temptation =( but ahh it was really heavenly!

all the babes at elaine's

29 khang =p

29 khang maksiat with gay chuckie

ahh then we head over to upr together,
it was a good clubbing session =D
very very fun to club with the boys,
so completely safe and fun though there were only 3 girls, mable, tracykins and i,

ahh we were running around most of the time because everyone was in every corner of mois,
albeit it was such a hot and stuffy night that we were all completely soaked with our own sweat,
and yours truly here nearly puked not because she was drunk but because she felt so suffocated.
the night ended with the usual mamak session at subaidah with the boys and christ and karyn.
thanks to the supper, shaun jin! =D

yays!

and oh we met leeyip there as well

all the boys were extremely high =D

The night is like a lovely tune
Beware, my foolish heart
How white the ever constant moon
Take care, my foolish heart
There's a line between love and fascination
That's hard to see
On an evening such as this
'Cause they all give the very same sensation
When you're lost in the magic
Of a kiss.
You came and then you went,
Its unannounced and unasked for,
It will always be this way,
The way my heart will flutter
Just whenever you are around me again.
IDKwhy.

i had a pretty quiet sunday,
violin in the morning,
then it was gurney with miss ng karmun! =)
yay!
she's back as well!
ahh life is good! =) nearly everyone's back!
n babe! GREEN= GO okays? not brake!
hahahahha.
was shopping around with miss ng,
then it was dinner with gramps,
and a lil meet up with yuhting, christ and alyn at raffe's.
remember girl, cut it off! =)
you can do it!
then i went home below 12am today and washed the car!
ahh im such a good girl!
=)

2009-04-20T01:09:00.001+08:00

madeline khaw cheng looi is the cutest human being alive.

now thats a fact!

=)

jazz for the soul

2009-04-17T01:56:00.003+08:00

~music is a universal language,
it knows no race nor colour,
while love is like an abstract art~

i cut my lil finger on my left and right =(

2009-04-16T23:44:00.009+08:00

ahhhh yesterday was hectic
BUT fun ;)
worked at blue reef,
then it was badminton session at psc with the blue reefians
YAY! no more 15-love this time
teehees!
then Mr and miss boss, chungkhye n i went for roti bakar!
yums!

p/s-ting, remind me to bring you there when you're back ;)

aiks, after roti bakar, i realized that i forgot my house keys :(
so my oh-so-kind mr boss actually trusted me enough to lend me his car to go collect my keys from mum.
im so honoured!
=D
rushed home to bath and all,
(because i was super damn late for dinner with the mr babi who calls me a monkey =.=)
and then it was off to blue reef to return the car
i returned it in ONE PIECE =)

then it was dinner with tannie at blue reef,
there was no need of dimming the lights nor candles kays?
=.='
blue reefians are such crappers!

sorry for delaying dinner,
and even more sorry for being late,
and no, you do not look dumb sitting there all alone,
but oh wells,
a gentleman must always wait for the girl, rite? ;)

n oh we met a 62 murano while heading home
such a cute coincidence :)

p/s-no no, i'll never choose a shuttleCOCK over you =)
this i promise you.

and omg, i feel so tired now.
LST i miss your massage!
thank god last night i didnt club.
went home and slept like a baby =)

this morning,
i had breakfast with miss lai, the biology lecturer, shin juey, chiaming and chang thai at kapitan's! the boys were like goons but ahh breakfast was good =) n baby joel's so cute now. thanks for the breakfast miss lai!

photo from the last breakfast session =)

yes, we should make this breakfast with miss lai a monthly or even a bi-monthly event ;)
then it was work again.
bleh.

time after time

2009-04-15T02:44:00.004+08:00

i finally finished watching 'Operation Love'
its a japanese love story,
about two childhood friends,
sweet young love ;)

thanks mab babe for recommending me.
n thanks for making me cry my eyeballs out for about a week :)

slept at 6am,
woke up at 10am,
was feeling so cranky the whole afternoon ;(
then was out running errands with mum,
had the very nice merlin hotel nasi kandar!
yums!
then it was violin from 3.30pm till 7ish?
had zihong to annoy me in between classes =.='
and then it was off for dinner with Y =D
Y finally had song river's chicken wings!
~smile! chins up! tomorrow will be a brighter day! and good luck in your sports day!~

then it was pasar malam with mummy!
YAY! i finally had tako balls!
may, dont be jealous kays?
met eddy and the boys there as well.
HALO! =D

onlined till now =)
had fun catching up with yuwei.

im glad that dude is having the time of his life over in kangaroo-land ;)

Current addiction ;)

he is just not that into me

2009-04-14T00:50:00.005+08:00

after planning this for 2 weeks,

i went for sushi king bonanza with may and mable.
(triple Ms =)

without THE sexytary =(

we did something very very naughty
*grins*
then we watched 'he is just not that into you'
kristi and zach joined us for the movie too!

*smiles*

~hoping to be the exceptions to the "no-exceptions" rule~

dearest miss anna yeoh aka sexytary, hurry up and get your ass back to penang ASAP k?sexytary weekend is coming up but we are on the verge of firing you soon! =p

4th april 2009

these past few days have been crazy? time just flew by. so my life has pretty much became a routine nowadays. wake up, work at blue reef, violin, outings,movie,online,read and sleep? but i really cant complain much. it has been pretty fun =) and oh boy, i should start cutting down on clubbing again, pimples started to sprout like crazy on my face now.

pictures from these past few days =D

tequila POP!

8th april 2009

FINALLY,
since standard 1 =)

the greens =)
without adelyn who was also wearing green.
such a coincidence.

11th april 2009

we all looked so decent =)

chic n sophisticated?

ahhh i love this pic!
absolutely!
not because we look good,
but because the guy in the dj station who offered to snap for us is OMG so cute
ahhh
cute and nice!
such a good combination ;)
*swoons*

i see a lost bunny ;)

and ooo somebody danced till there's a wardrobe malfunction ;)

stop ,
yes you,
just stop,
do not try to doubt me,
because there really is nothing to begin with.

2009-04-08T01:32:00.003+08:00

im praying that its good news!
good news good news good news please!
god!!! help me pls!

*fingers crossed*

im happy, you're happy, we are all HAPPY

2009-04-06T02:38:00.002+08:00

i just came back from kl last week.
i am missing tracykins, deeps and josh.
i bloody miss karmun.
i love having steamboat in camerons.
i bought strawberries, strawberries and more strawberries.
i screamed and closed my eyes while watching unborn late night with an annoying idiot sitting behind me and another two busy laughing at me.
i played badminton with blue reefian and d others.
i laughed till i was having stomachache while watching shopaholic.
i had fun in soi and clubbing with just 3 girls and 2 'bodyguards' in matching shirts.
i ate till i shitted at tao.
i had an awesome week =)

we do not need laughing gas

2009-03-17T00:35:00.006+08:00

2 blur heads + 2 laugh-non-stop-all the-way = 4 very happy people

that was last thursday,
and i didnt post this up then because i was still busy laughing at those pics.
ahh how my belly ached after laughing so hard.
and not forgetting my whole body ached too after badminton with blue reefians in the afternoon.
it was supposed to be a farewell party for 4 for mr andy who is leaving for limkokwing soon.
manatau, he's leaving next week =.=
so we decided to have dinner at ananda's as a PRE-farewell party.
LOL.
thanks for dinner,andy. =)

i spent the whole friday working at blue reef and then violin so i was too tired for anything after that.

i spent the whole of saturday violin-ing and working at blue reef till 12am.
=(
and then went over to green house to meet amy,tingen,carmen,evan,wendell and the rest.
and then it was upr.
and nope, i did not club =)
we were just chilling at zanzibar.

p/s-tracy,deeps and calby, i miss you guys and sunset =(

p p/s-my upmost sincere apologies to mr chuah jo-shua for forgetting about him.

DONT BE ANGRY LA KAYS.

on sunday morning, i have violin again,
was supposed to go to the gym with christ but
instead i took a nap from 1pm to 6pm.
was so damn tired because i havent been sleeping well nowadays =(
went over to gurney for a mini-farewell for chia chyn and rachel kang,
they will be leaving to segi,kl to study psychology next week =(
it was nice to meet up with jenny, jiali,rachel,chia chyn and alyn again.
i miss those days in college,
i miss the cgl gang in college.
too bad anna was grounded =(
after dinner at nandos,
we wanted to head over to secret recipe because i was having a sweet tooth.
manatau they were didnt wanna serve us because they 'claimed' to be closing soon.
so we went over to the newly opened McD at gurney plaza.
there is a very cool machine there =D
and when we are done with McD, secret recipe was still opened.
damn those lazy workers!
after fetching alyn home,
it was supper with tannie,
he brought me to the tanjung bungah market wantan mee at midnight,
where you have to make your own drinks.
LOL.
and there's only an old uncle serving us.
there was a cute lil kitten too =)
and that idiot tried to feed it with sambal
=.=
in the end he spilled the sambal on his foot.
so clever!
*claps hands*
then it was home sweet home for me =)
sorry that i cant join the you guys for left4dead.

2009-03-16T17:15:00.001+08:00

tien ah tien.

2009-03-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

leave it or keep it?

can i borrow it?

but even borrowed goods are needed to be returned.

may i borrow it, pay installment and then it'll be mine in the long run?

you will have to wait till monday for the answers.

all banks are closed now and for the weekends.

i need to ask citibank, public back, maybank, ambank, rhb bank, uob bank, uuhh, that islam bank, hong leong bank

as you know, a lot a lot of banks.

and see if any of these banks can actually help you

which actually im positive none can =.=

OH NOSSSSSS!

twice in a row =.='

2009-03-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

and you made me feel guilty for about 6 frigging hours.
stupid tan tzou en!
dont you dare to trick me again.
ARSE-HOLE!

2009-03-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

and i did something real silly today.

hehehe

*laughs non-stop at self*

*smacks forehead*

wrong turns

2009-03-11T01:20:00.006+08:00

~~i don't like this at all.~~

and to you,
you are gonna get through this,
take care of yourself,
im always here for you.
hugs.
love you.

p/s= hello christine tan li yin.it was good to catch up again!miss you!

p p/s=jocelyn leong, ur too skinny.i hate you. ;)

was admitted to my 2nd home AGAIN

2009-03-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

ahhh it was a pretty fun week =) except for the hospital part. hmph.
watched love matters on monday with blue reef-ians.
house on tuesday with mum (my treat! ;)
and marley and me on wednesday with blue reefians =)

and then i was admitted to the maternity ward of gleneagles hospital on friday due to really bad period cramps.
ahhh, it sucks to be a girl at times.
thanks for all your well wishes people!
im fine,really.
and special thanks to those who visited me =)
[not forgetting those bunch of monkeys carmen,tingen,amy,jowyee and teikhong who just gotta dropped by all dressed up and wanted to kidnap me to hit the clubs with them? =.=
and liang,yon jian and shaun jin who woke me up at 8.30am and wanted to bring me for dimsum =.=']

got outta the hospital on sunday,
went over to carmen's with tingen,
then it was dinner with tzouen (ahh i cant pinch him anymore because he is all buffed up no =/)
then went over to 'say por kiew' to meet amy, kahyin and beelin.
goodall and alan burger with the boys.
liang was back =)

and too bad no more special surprises from you this time.
i missed your 'jump-in-front-of-my-face-with-a-bunch-of-red-roses'
i wanna fly away
its been so long since i laughed that much

2009-03-05T20:08:00.001+08:00

~~i feel like slapping myself.~~

work=fun ;)

2009-03-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

See!
You people should believe me when i said i have the best and not to forget the funniest boss ever!

i sms-ed THE miss boss:
Eyer. I merajuk ady la. Dont wanna make pineapple jellies4u ady. Haha. C u 2mr!

THE miss boss sms-ed me with :
i dont like penisple! i want peachhhhhhh, beeeechhhh!

ahh i love working at blue reef!
;)

and these are facts, babeh!

2009-03-03T01:23:00.003+08:00

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(Oh My Goodness!)

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.)
(I'm still not over the pig.)

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour
(Don't try this at home, maybe at work)

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
(Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)

The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
(30 minutes..lucky pig! Can you imagine?)

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)

Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life..quality over quantity)

Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmm.....)

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(Okay, so that would be a good thing)

A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
( I know some people like that.)

Starfish have no brains
(I know some people like that too.)

Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer)

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(What about the pig?)

look at what i've found ;)

2009-02-27T02:14:00.004+08:00

long long long time ago,
in a land (school,actually.) far far away,
there lived four lil rather 'not-so-gorgeous' ducklings ;)
who somehow clique-d and became close friends very fast,
without knowing what ties them together so strong,
because they do not really share anything in common,

one's a basketball fan,
the other an anime freak,
one more used to be a boy magnet,
and well the last one is a nerd with specs. LOL.

2002

girls being girls,
our share of gossips,
a few bitching sessions,
late night pillow talks,
shopping trips,
and dreams of the future.
yes indeed there were a few misunderstandings here and there,
but we all have more sweet memories than we could ever remember.

2005

and even though the anime freak left our lil penang island
to go off to aussie land late 2005,
but our friendship survived the distance.
=)

2006

and now,
i present you,
the four princesses,
miss tan yuh ting, miss ng karmun, miss phang vewen and miss madeline khaw cheng looi.
;)

2009

with loads of love till the next time the four of us can just around the table,
muacks!

im still breathing =)

2009-02-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

So I guess I do owe all of you an apology,

For not updating frequent enough since December 08,

That’s mainly because I am always out most of the time,

I got my daily dose of my ting, tzouen and zihong.

Ting is like an un-skip-able daily dose which is vital for ensuring good health =)

And not forgetting the two crazy girls, mable and wenlin which I see nearly every day,

They are my much needed ‘siao cha bos’ to cheer me up and do bimbo things together.

And the non-stop bumping into may, wernie, anas, liang and chungkhye.

Meeting up with different people,

New and old friends alike,

Everyone came back to penang during the christmas and Chinese new year breaks!

Yippie!

I especially miss my old college and school mates,

My cgl-ians =)

And not to mention juggling between two jobs, blue reef and violin ;)

That certainly kept my hands full at that time.

Came February,

It was a month of tears =(

So many farewell parties and gatherings,

So many people going back to wherever they came from,

And sending off so many people to everywhere to embark on their next phase of life,

Goodbyes have never been so hard and real.

I went to the airport nearly every other day,

Sending off not one but multiple people each time I was at the airport,

Even on valentines day ;(

I spent the morning sending off Gregory to NZ and Abigail to Aussie,

Then dinner and birthday party at Elaine’s, off to Gleneagles to visit mr shaun jin who was sick and then off to upr,

Valentines was just another day for me, I started off valentines with clubbing and ended it clubbing. Lol. Im gonna take a break from the clubbing scene for a while.

After that I spent the whole night at a ‘crying party’ starting at 2 a.m., 15^th February,at choon chiet’s with ting, tzouen, javen and choon chiet.

We were all tearing for the al the times we had spent together,

Memories to be treasured forever J

And at 6a.m. I received unexpected phone call of mummy was admitted into the hospital,

Biggest scare of my life,

So many emotions running through me,

After settling mummy stuff at the hospital,

I went over to the airport to send off my ‘neighbour’, wernie , my hengtai, yuwei, and the bestie, ting.

Oh my, that was the hardest goodbyes were indeed said on the 15^th of February.

bye to the neighbour,wernie!

the heng tai, yuwei,

and the hardest to the bestie, ting.

And now,

I lead a mundane life.

Most of my time is preoccupied by work,

And reading ;)

Books are the best company when everything else seems bleak,

A whole new world for me to explore and get lost in,

I haven’t been finding enough time to read as often as I could the past two years,

Now it’s a good time for me to catch up with my old love again :)

By the way,

People, you can all call me out anytime,

Im free and just rotting away ;)

littlest things

2009-02-20T01:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

full moon

2009-02-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

i dont feel right or settled.
im not at ease.
IDK why.

love you lately

2009-02-03T04:31:00.003+08:00

current obssession :)

so so so sorry for the lack of updates!

one step away from the big 2-0.

2009-01-27T21:00:00.003+08:00

and so i turned 19.
had four different celebrations.
i had a rather quiet birthday this year comparatively to previous years.
but special thanks to miss cheah for organizing that surprise celebration by the beach.
and no thanks to mr tannie tan for attending all of the celebrations.

happy birthday to me once again
=)

and the queen will be celebrating her final teenage year!

2009-01-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

a year came and gone in a blink of an eye.
seriously. it felt as if it was yesterday when i celebrated my last birthday.
now im gonna be nineteen in a few hours time.
well i did loads of new things when i was 18.
since i was finally legal,

i entered college,
HELLO SAM, HELLO DISTED.

clubbed,

won a dance competition =.=' (i still cant believed that i actually won it because there was this
hot malay girl who was flashing her panties while she danced.)

made loads and loads of new friends,

broke my own heart,

partied,

surprisingly i managed to stayed out of every drama in college =)

shopped,

studied,

baked cheesecake and gingerbread man for the first time!

went to the library more often than i can ever remember.

went to 'midnight library' more often than i can remember too!

went for road trips,

laughed till i cried,

cried till i laughed,

became prom queen =D

gained myself a few new friends for life! =)

drove over the sea!

sat on a rollercoaster for the very first time! (omg my heart nearly jumped outta me)

became a waitress!

entered a cyber cafe for the first time! (netcity babeh! left4dead is GORY)

and then this year for once i shall be plan-less for my own birthday.

so yea it has been a hell of an amazing journey.
and i thank God for everything!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I LOVE ME!

xoxo

quickie!

2009-01-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

so so so sorry for the lack of updates.
i have been busy doing god-knows-what.
but neways i've started working at blue reef!
so stop by to visit me and try the food there aite?

*updates coming up*
REAL SOON

joy rides

2009-01-06T03:29:00.004+08:00

and miss angelin finally flew off to nebraska, united states of america.

ahhh. no more boobies-grabbing eh?
you will be missed.
have a safe journey!

*more pics when i finally can get hold of em*

BYE BYE BABILIN!

~*~

had violin again today.
then went off to atc kemayan with mr lee zi hong.

so should i do law?
should i take a levels and waste a year?
or should i just take the risk and enrol myself over at ptpl?

kemayan's fine but it doesnt have the 'college feel' to it.
its gonna be a drastic change from disted to kemayan.

shits im in a big dilemma now =(

after the visit to atc kemayan i had violin again,
then chilled with mr lee again for awhile before ting came over to get me
meet tzouen and to go over to kittyeng's before heading
to the airport to bid our final farewell to miss angelin teh.
haha, i didnt cry this time around =D

after the farewell, the four of us went over to bayan bay to have dinner.
sucky food though.
then we went off to ting's for a while.
it feels so weird to be wearing seatbelt on the rear sit.
=.='

ocha galore

2009-01-05T02:38:00.007+08:00

i love my mum!
as soon as i reached home today, mum went 'like this i sayang you la, come home so early.' and the clock shows 12.45am. ahh. i love you mummy!

~*~

so today i woke up as blur as ever. fetch ting from coffee bean after some stuff then we hit the shack and slept for about 4 whole hours before my violin starts and an irritating bugger decided to drop by my shop to annoy the hell out of us =p but we sure did a good job in annoying him back today!

after violin, me and ting fetched the bugger home. then it was off to gurney for some girl time before i went off for dinner and movie with tannie while she went for dinner and movie with zihong. [sorry tannie for making you wait kays? my babe needed me at that time =)] Then tannie and i had sushi king while they had sakae sushi =.=

and then we all met each other in front of gsc and found out that the four of are not sitting together for the movie =(

BEDTIME STORIES was hilarious.

'im like the stink of your feet, i will always be here.'
best line of them all =P

after movie, tannie and i went over to northam for chicken wings. ahh. heavenly.

to you: stop being a 'bambo'. you know what im talking about.

yes i had a good day,
going off to bed with a smile,
nothing beats good company and green tea!

p/s: i know im not the only one who had fun today. =p

viva forever

2009-01-04T01:42:00.003+08:00

its a rather short day,
time seem to flew by today.
had like few classes of violin.
in between classes, zihong dropped by.
and then tzouen and tingen came as well.
we were all crapping for about two hours while waiting for ting to finish working.
then we all went separate ways.
tzouen and tingen went shopping at queens
zihong went over to his friend's
while i went over to ting's get a quick shower and get ready for angelin's farewell.
then i had another class of violin and off we go to gurney to check out some stuff.
then me and ting rushed over to angelin's for the party.
ahhh...
that girl is finally flying off to US on monday!
bye babilin!
im gonna miss you much!

i've been saying goodbye to too many loved ones already.
my tears have been dried up d!
everyone is leaving me!!!!!

bye mab!
bye my kiddo, jy!
bye joshikins and tracykins!
bye sukmin!
bye babilin!
bye kamz!
bye karmun!

omg!!!
i hate goodbyes!
im missing you guys already!

*runs away and hide beneath my comforter to cry my eyeballs out*

onto a new page

2009-01-03T03:12:00.004+08:00

31st december 2008

new years eve was fine.
not exactly the bomb,
but nevertheless, i had fun =)
once again, i was plan-less.
had a violin class,
then fetched tingen to my house,
we finally soaked in the jacuzzi albeit the unpredictable weather,
but then i decided to attend zihong's very 'private and exclusive' bbq dinner.
[notice the word 'private'.]
LOLS.
wanna know why it was private?
cause it was only me, tingen, family friends and his family =.=

so whole night me and tingen was barbequeing.
we are like the best guests ever.
ahhh so i ended 2008 as a maid (without the very cute and kinky black and white uniform =( )

then zihong, tingen and i head over to upr.
sad, i did my countdown in the car =(
everyone else was at upr.
so we had fun club hopping from mois to fame then to mois, then djoint to mois to soi 11 XD
was talking to tannie in between clubs =)
then after that we head over to subaidah with jac and carmen for the much needed ice lemon tea. ahh.

due to some change of plans,
the three of us ended up at zihong's while waiting to catch the first sunrise of 2009.
oh wells, at least that was what we were supposed to do =.=
but nope, nothing went according to plans.
ahhh
went home in the morning with what i think a broken nose (.
i spent the first day of 2009 sleeping, eating, yakking on the phone, reading and repeats the whole cycle again.
very the happening, no?

2nd january 2009

violin as usual.
then head over to karmun's with yuhting. met jack there.
karmun, i'm gonna miss you when you go back to kl!

at about 2am, miss cheah su ting which just came back from singapore came over to my place to surprise me and use the toilet. lol.
so yea i have zihong and ting over till wee hours of the morning.
i can really kill someone for causing me to lose so much sleep this few days.
aiks.
but yes welcome home,babe!

3rd january 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE GOH!!!!

meeting you was a chance,
being friends was a choice,
im glad to have found you in my life,
you will always be one of those that i truly treasure.
thanks for everything mab my babe!
happy sweet 19th!
will make it up to you!

babe, i tried my best to get hold of you but to no avail.
so i shall do your birthday shoutout here!!!
faster come back from UK!
much love,
ME!

blink 182 times a day to dry up your tears

2009-01-01T14:11:00.001+08:00

and this has been stuck in my head for a lil while.

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)

2009-01-01T13:51:00.001+08:00

bye bye 2008!

hello 2009!
*winks*

im ready to fly

2008-12-31T01:33:00.002+08:00

and so miss cheah su ting left penang already. AGAIN. ahhh. she's off to singapore again to celebrate new years. so yesterday a bunch of us went over to pizza r us to have dinner and then off to sunset bistro to say goodbye to her and chill. after sunset bistro,tzouen, suting, zihong and i went over to coffee island to chill. babe,its sad that you'll be missing out all the fun on new years. (if we have any. =p )

and then today i was a very good girl. at home most of the time. reading my story book, 'stories to tell, by tony parson.or else i was either busy sleeping.after dinner met up with yuhting, karmun and those old frees at adrian's.and here i am, home sweet home,baby.

I remember way back way back when
I said i never wanna see your face again
Cause you were loving yes you're loving somebody else
And I knew oh yes I knew I couldn't control myself
And now they bring you back into my life again
And so I put on a face just like your friend's
But I think you know oh yes you know whats going on
Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

You used to call me up from time to time
And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
The words of love layed on my lips just like a curse
And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse
And now you have the nerve to play along
Just like the maestro beats in a song
You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you give the more i want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own...

No I will never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone
Take it all or leave me alone
I will never be your stepping stone
I'm standing upright on my own

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands.

2008-12-29T02:25:00.003+08:00

22nd december 2008

i went overseas!
it was like a lil road trip.
the lil cars convoy.
cute-ness.
3 dudes in a kelisa.
and 3 girls in the other kelisa.

destination: ASS PEE (sungai petani)

mission: to celebrate kaminee's sweet 18th.

read all about it in kamz and tracy's blog =p

one day is all it needs.

23rd december 2008

ONE MORE MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY =)

reached penang at about 7ish in the evening.
then went over to queens with florence.
then over to wenlin's.
picked up wenqin.
and off we went to pasar malam =D
finally, i had tako balls and herbal jelly.
and met up with the gang at ananda's for dinner.
its been so long that everyone is together at a place.
we were all supposed to discuss christmas eve plans.
however, everybody ended up talking cock and yups still no christmas plans.
stayed over at ting's again.

24th december 2008

woke up at 10am and straightaway went over to tracy's to bake lil gingerbreadman-cookies.
those lil gingerbreadman took 5 frigging hours.
and i did em with tender loving care!
thats why they are all so cute!
whee.

i hope you like them!

about 5ish, i was back in my shop for a violin class.
after that i accompanied mum for dinner.

and trust me, it was 8pm and yet none of us know how to celebrate christmas this year.
everyone was basically plan-less.
oh wells,so we all decided to meet at gurney.
ting had a lil accident while we were leaving gurney.
and that stupid man just did not want to apologize.
such an arse.

and then after dealing with that stupid man,we finally head over to kayin's.
ohboy it was fun at kayin's.
but opps, as soon as i stepped into the house my heart was shattered.
OH NOSSSS!!!
i got pacifiers as my chistmas present.
luckily, nigel decided to trade with me and he ended up wearing those pacificiers as his nipples whole night long.
everyone was basically at kayin's.
so it was good to be able to celebrate my christmas with all my friends.

after countdown at kayin's, most of us decided to hit the clubs.
it was FAME and MOIS again.
yes i had fun =)
then mamak-ed at raffe's and finally home by 5am.

25th of december 2008

HAVE A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS!

woke up at 8am to go over to FGA Butterworth christmas service.
then after that went shopping at pacific.
came back to penang about 6pm.
went to over coffee bean to meet ting.
and then off we went to wenqin's birthday part at berjaya hotel.
after the party, wenlin demanded for or-chieh so off the rest went over to goodall for some good fried oysters while i went over to the new khaleel which is located at old torch have supper with tannie.
haha, that poor dude had an accident on christmas eve as well. LOL.

i had a nice christmas this year =)
thank you,jesus!

26th of december 2008

was running errands with mum the whole afternoon.
then went over to gurney to meet up with tingen and tzouen.
suting joined us after that.
and then we bumped into may,kristi,wernie,anas and danny.
we tend to bump into each other alot
haha.
just yesterday,may caught me in khaleel.
ahhh, penang's just too small.

then the two tings, tzouen and i went over to gurney drive to eat.
went over to BED to meet up with zihong and the other boys were there gambling as well.
so tzouen joined the others while zihong and the rest of us was just playing cards and talking crap.
jy joined us as well. played truth or dare.
hmmm,loads of truth were revealed =)

27th of december 2008

was out running errands with mum the whole day again.
and then picked up miss yeoh ting en because she needed company.
ahhh, im here babe.

and then picked up mr jonathan ng who came all the way from kl just to see me!!!
ahh im so touched. seriously. i am really not being sarcastic.
i havent seen him in a year or two?
its good catch up again.
went over to queens.
had sakae for dinner with jon,tingen and kenneth.
and then jon,tingen and i went over to qeII for drinks.
dropped mr cinderella back to his uncle's.
while on the way to upr, i was feeling nauseous and had to stop by the highway to puke.
and then i realize that i might be having food poisoining as i had diarrhoe earlier as well.
ahhh.
puke twice on the way to UPR.
nearly wanted to skip UPR but its jy's last day so i gotta bid adieu to him.

ahh lil kiddo i will definitely miss you.

it was really great knowing you.

had fun clubbing at mois with the two tings,tzouen and zihong.
and christ,janice,vonn was there too.
chilled at mr pot after club.
the two tings and tzouen crashed at my place.

28th december 2008

i've been such an angel helping mum around the house to prepare for the lil party for the students the whole day.
and i even organized games for those lil naughty people.
then i cleaned up after the party as well.
i could be such an angel eh?

AWOL

2008-12-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

i havent been blogging for so long that i forgot what i did =)
oh wells results are out.
hmph.
been staying over at ting's nearly every other day.
meeting up with her everyday.
its amazing how we could manage to do that when now we are both working.
lols.

clubbed at fame and mois yesterday.
met chingyu and gang and angelin and the rest at fame.
and the boys at mois.
hello may, you arrived when i was about to leave =(
oh vewen's back!
and it was yuhting and vewen's virgin trip to the club.
went home by 4.40am.

and i was up again at 10am.
went for a christmas luncheon at penang club.
food was good.
[su yang, remind me to introduce you to yang junior that i met =) ]
after the luncheon, met up with ting in my shop
then went over to coffee bean
i was sipping tea and reading a story book while she was working.
four friends working under the same roof.
guess we will all be spending a lil more time over there =)
head over to the hospital to visit god-grams.
then to gurney to meet REAL grams and grand-aunts.
and then off to dewan sri pinang for the AOG's CHRISTMAS PRESENTATION.
it was good.
and here i am now.
i've been good. =)